How Can I B Famous?

Oh yea..i were strugling for these past few days (and actually more days ahead!) to finish my project paper, not the real thing! it's just a DRAFT anywhere..but still it's totally KILLING me and it's really exhausting..i'm totally energy-DRAINED out!!

both physically and mentally! but that's my very own fault..yeah yeah yeah..i admit it..even my supervisor said to me when i sent my paperwork this evening, one hour before the office hour end..

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"that's why u only make it on the very last minutes. and u still wanna sent it today."

Well of course he said that when i tried to explain the contain in my draft, with OUT-OF-BREATH talk mode! Since i actually told him yesterday i'm gonna submit it NO-MATTER-WHAT today, so that he will has more time to check on it so that i can get it this friday and make some improvement..cos i gotta tell u, doing it on last minutes, shakingly typing on the board, headache from seeing a lotsa..i mean real LOTTTTSAAA words..until one point, where all i can see was only the words color?!! which is black!! became anxious and keep looking on the time..shivering, poking my head and almost hit my head on the wall (oh yeah, like i will gonna do it huh) but in the end, there's still a paper to send on right..at least i will know what's the direction of my writing later once i get it back, in case my supervisor rejects it..hopefully NOT!

So i went back, spending my 1 buck to the bus tickets since our bus late..i plan to walk back to my hostel by foots unless it's rain..which hola, the rain is actually pouring down! so i cancel the plan..well i won't be that happy to fall sick right now, when the due date for my thesis submission is a week more to go..excluding the weekend, it's only 5 days LEFT!! take out the sleeping hours and classes and lectures, it only about 48 hours maybe..grabbed my supper box and then went to sleep..cos i only slept on 4 in the morning and woke up like 5 hours later to continue the left out draft..actually, i just want to keep this a memory so i put it on this blog..cos i'm really suffering back then hahaha..but now i got some time to relax..well i'm not a robot anywhere..

The over self-confidence..so funny Lol~

So actually all i wanna talk is about this movie that i just watched..That title up there, it's totally not about me hahaha..

                               Diary of the Wimpy Kid ..

Have u guys seen this?! once i finish watching this, i grabbed my phone and messaging my sis to tell her about this one..since she is a teacher, i think it's a good movie to be look at..and then i wanna tell my chinggu, but he's so not into movie.

I almost delete it..luckily i didn't or i will miss this cute story of a friendship between 2 little guys who were about to start a middle school..planning to get and fit in into the other kids..making a plan on how to be famous?! consider a best-friend as an embarrassment..being selfish..but what's that all about?! well since finally, the not so-like going-to-be-famous bestfriend is actually the one who being FAMOUS?!

His friend is excited to find out he sit next to him~which actually he
did cos there's no other option..bad friend

I really think this story so cute! even it played by kids..a kids story..or whatever u wanna called it..just said it, cos i will not give a damn bout it.

Cute friend~with his dedication to his bestfriend

And i really love this line from this movie:

"one day middle school will end and become high school

and after that, it just becomes life.

and all those things you think are 

important now, wont be anymore."

To people who knows me, they might heard me saying this a couple of time.but it's not about middle school of course..since i always have this kinda thought..especially when i got bullied by some uncivilized people..they might act all high, but in the end..Isn't it just a moment of some stupid-happiness..i don't know if it is fun to bully people..well the time will wait for no one, so that's how we will be ageing right..the world will keep evolving, time and date change everyday..our life will continously rolling..one day, you gonna enter the adult world, and you will found what u did was SICK! WASTE! and on top of that, it's MEANINGLESS!

Will you get a million dollar by doing that?! a hot boyfriend?! straight A's?! being a Prime Minister?! for God's sake, stop dreaming!

Will God give the wrong-doers a blissful life? Na, i don't thinks so..

Don't u know the fact that Kimora, Madonna and Megan Fox were bullied during their school days..but FYR, they are among the succesful women with millions of bucks in their banks..i bet the drama queens would had their jaws drop once they found out the one they bullied actually having a fantastic life out there.

Seem like i'm diverging..the movie is not about bullying after all.

"Abstain from every form of evil."-Thessalonians 5:22

Today avoid sin's tempting lures,

And evil thoughts subdue,

Or sinful things may take control

And someday master you!-Bosch

We actually meet a MERMAIDS!!Lol~

Seems like yesterday had came to an end..So it goes to my midterm exam as well *clap hands*..Phew, although i don't know what the outcome may turn to, the most important thing is, that suffocating 2 hours was already OVER haha..I did came prepared, but not so prepared actually since it's turn out i mistook one chapter to be the same whole thing that supposed to be out in the exam, but it turn out what i'd read was just the extra note..NOT the real one, and i was just like O my GOD.. i'm totally screw up!!! but thing like that might happened right and actually always happened to me..read the wrong chapter for BIG-O-LICIOUS  bittersweet final exam day, if not so, then it might be the case i forgot the existing of the chapter like what i did last semester and the other previous semester..ALWAYS!! the thing is, i always out-to dated bout all these subjects notes which as a result, i only found it 10-15 minutes before the clock of exam ringing, and i was like "u kidding me right?NOOOOOOOOOOO..." Lol~ Moral of the story, always being up-to-date with your surrounding lor haha.h

OK yesterday we went to the mall and we a bit surprised when the huge parking lot at downstairs was actually FULL and we'd been ordered to go to the other area..where we were able to get the last one spot, luckily..Oh, there was this one sport-like car behind us, and she can park her car on the X spot..Wah, if you get a big bucks in your pocket and banks, you definitely get a special case..Like what's Paramore sing : "You are the only exception"...Lol~

From what i can see, the mall is actually TOTALLY in the Christmas mood which is really pleased me..Since i can see all these Christmas decorations all over the place..the reindeer, the fake snow flakes, the Christmas tree and so on..But what really SURPRISED me was, we found a MERMAIDS..Yaep, not one but TWO!! hahaha..and there were so many people who's went and took a pictures with these mermaids alright..Well, who's not right, it was a mermaid we talking about..Though, they actually just a FAKE one of course haha~

Mermaids!! 

Such an eye-catching sight.. 

Oh before i forgot, soon after the midterm was over, we went to sight-seeing the 2nd year student stalls..Well they have this Entrepreneur Basic subject as a minor (well we also took this one last year and also did the same thing) and it's a must-to-do practical to propose a product (where you cannot simply purpose but it must undergo some innovation, or you invent something plus creativity is must) so then you can sell it to the public during this Entrepreneurship week..OK enough with the saying since i actually snapped some pictures of it haha.

handmade room/house slippers

see the crowd..

the lady is busy promoting..

cute handmade key chains~but i didn't go and buy it Lol

Revenge of the Sleepy-Head

hahaha..what a grand title to start with Lol~

Well this Friday, which will be tomorrow is gonna be our midterm for Nanotechnology subject..Yesterday we also had this midterm for Advanced Inorganic materials (for those who taking it by this semester) like i said earlier in my previous entry which turn out DISASTER for me since i actually forgot to read 1 chapter which actually contributed 20 MARKS there!!! i'm really a dope huh..how come i didn't read that..UNFORGIVABLE!!

the moment i saw the questions, i really felt wanna smack my head to the wall for doing such a stupid mistakes..but past is a past..let it begone from this memory of mine *sigh to the sky*..although i really felt annoyed!

So to make amend for my stupidity yesterday, i decided to study earlier..which turn me into a TOTAL nerd here..once i grabbed my lunch, ate it and then went to sleep..i woke up at 4 pm and went straight to my table, open my computer and start my revision study to be more precise (since after lecture, i just always piling up my notes but never...ever read it before the clock of midterms or any tests start to ticking)..well apparently, that's how i study since i was a high-schooler, brought the bad habit of mine to matric, and yeap it continuosly up until now..which is a bad example, i know i know..me myself wonder when do i can truthfully and genuinely changing the way i study..eventhough i already experienced the messiness by studying on the very last minutes..where my world turn upside down, stayed up until the sun actually rise up there without me realize, anxious, regret and whatever it is..which is not a good thing at all.

So talk about revenge..i'm not gonna like doing some real business out there alright..it just i wanna reward myself with playing game hahahaha..Actually i feel like wanna play it around 10pm like that, but i restrained myself to complete the chapters that i should study..so tomorrow i only need to check it back and make some revision over that chapters..i'm playing Dynomite Deluxe hahaha..i know it's an old stuff, but this is the most simple and quite easy game since i'm not really a fan of game..it's only cross to my mind to play it when i'm tension or too free and no nothing to do so waste my time with game..i got Angry Bird but i'm so lazy to play it..what's about Dota?well it's a guy thing and it's too complicated!! so i only prefer this type hahaha..

haha~

So basically i only talking about boring stuff anywhere hahaha..but whatever :p

"Each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed."- James 1:12-18

To face life's many challenges

And overcome each test

The Lord tells us to take the time

To stop. To pray. To rest. -Sper

Yesterday,i went to~

As we have no class for today, so i just take a risk to spend a lil time to update this blog..since tomorrow i'm gonna face the scary Advanced Inorganic Material's midterm..guess i really like to trouble myself *sigh*

Well yesterday i went to watch movie, which apparently turn out to be movies for me, with my friends..Actually i wanna go for In Time, but my friends somehow already watched it so we went for Immortal, eventhough actually Terac already watched it, but at last we went for it since she said only watched it halfway cos she'd fallen in sleep in the cinema..well i felt bad actually..i really hope she enjoyed that..and i kept watching her though during that Immortal time so she won't fall in sleep for the second time..once i saw her like sleeping, i kept asking her whether she sleep which she replied no (means she awake haha) and kept telling her not to sleep..hahaha, what a nuisance me :p

Since the movie would only start one and a half hours later, we went to Sushi King to stuff our stomachs with Sushi Lol~..i wonder how long already i didn't came to that place..

Sushi..we spent RM 28 in sushi

Zosui set..RM 14.90, it's a promotion price actually hehe..

That Zosui set, it has the red thing~raw Ginger cut thinly, crab-sticks mixed with some vegies-sticks which apparently u need to put the lime so that it can has its flavor, 2 chickens..fried-in-flour- seaweed, prawn, potato, 'terung' ..then there's black soup, and an ice-cream..but frankly speaking, i didn't able to finish it up, so evaluate it urself..

10 minutes before the movie start, we went into Daiso, which sell a lotsa cute stuffs..and in the end we late for the movie for a couple of minutes haha..

So, we went there..after a couple of minutes, then i realized there's a lot of CGI usage in that movie..and honestly, eventhough Frieda Printo is among the Sexiest Woman alive reported by FHM but actually i'm pretty dissapointed with the acting since i don't find it amusing neither do i feel it looks real..But hey, this is all based on my opinion only OK..I think King of Persia and Clash of the Titans still the best one if i talk about movie with this kind of genre.

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Then, after the movie was over, i planned to continue watch In Time but when i looked at the time it's gonna be play which 1 hour later, then i decided to go back since my friends actually were about to go home too..So after we split then i went to the book store..since it had provided a cute chair to sit on and you can freely go there to read international magazine, so it's a great place for me to hangout for a while..only then i realized i should just go for the In Time since i don't mind spend couple of hour in there haha..

Lotsa magazines..heaven for me Lol~

The book section is the left side..there you can find a lot of books..well since it is a book store anywhere, of course it sell books, i mean lotsa books with many genres right haha..

Then i went back upstairs to buy the In Time's ticket..apparently, the lady that sold us the ticket earlier already recognized me..she even asked me where's my friends so i told her they already went home..but this lady is really kind, she even told me to call a friend who had a car to fetch me up once the movie over (which at 7.15 pm)..but then i said it's alright since there's actually a bus which certainly going back to the university..But still she insisted for me that it'll be better if i called my friend..so i asked will it be dangerous for me in the night?! and she said it's only an advice..so i smiled at her and said, it's OK i'll be alright (although actually i felt a little bit disturbed that time)..And she said she's not yet watch In Time, so since i was alone i suddenly said "let's go together then"..but she said she's on work so then i still went and watched it alone haha

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So after watching it, i think it's a good movie since it's a beyond imaginary type of theme..well i never thought that life and money can be trade as TIME..but still after the mother die's scene (which freaking sad T_T) still i think the storyline kinda weak..but well i spent my bucks to watch this, so i have the right to give my opinion right..But if there's another movie that i think a great movie if it's about beyond imaginary theme, then i'll gotta say Inception.

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What great is, it had NO sexy scene, but it's still a worth movie to watch!! 

So while waiting for the bus, i snapped one and two pics since i was bored that time..

And then, i saw this Christmas's tree..well it's a FAKE Christmas tree, i know..still it's a CHRISTMAS tree haha..

Jingle bell, jingle bell..lalala~

My my..it's makes me can't wait for the Christmas day..then i gotta be a good kid, since the Santa won't coming for a bad girl haha..

Then, thanks God i was able to go back SAFE and SOUND :)

"Oh, give thanks to the Lord!"-1 Chronicles 16:8

Praise, my soul, the King of heaven,

To His feet thy tribute bring;

Ransomed, healed, restored, forgiven,

Evermore His praises sing. -Lyte

20.11.2011

i make it short since i wanna complete my project's paper after this..since today is a MUST-to-do entry hahaha..since the date is amazing..it's DOUBLE 2011!!!!..after all, maybe there'll be no double 2012 next year so i better do this one..haha, who knows right, but whatever..

But actually is all cos, today is my birthday too hoho..so i wanna share our good old day when me and my siblings celebrated our birthday together since the day of our birth actually pretty close to each other..my parents sure know how to work things out right Lol~ just kidding haha

let's travel back to when i was a kid of age 7....

the order was from the oldest to the youngest..i was the one who looked on the camera Lol~

so happy back then..we got huge amount of presents too..being a kid pretty awesome!

well there's no birthday party my family threw up..but i'm not a die-hard fan of party after all, so it's nothing to be sad about..

i guess i gain another digit in my age's profile..am i an adult already?!ewhhh scary hahaha~

but like what Britney said, "i'm not a girl not yet a woman" EITHER!!

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"Just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life."-Romans 6:4

As me actually reaching a new age in my life, i should to live my life in a new face right..well, let' see if i am able to..but i honestly hope i WILL..but whatever as long as i put my faith on HIM, i believe HE will guide me in this life of mine..^.-

The new life in Christ has begun

The past with its darkness is gone;

Look closer to see what the Saviour has done,

For change is beginning to dawn.-Hess

Unofficial Field Trip Report Lol~

As i told on previous entry, we gonna go for a field trip which we already did and went back home SAFELY last Thursday..well we went to 4 different companies of course including Petronas Methanol Sdn Bhd too..haha i didn't noticed about that since i didn't even looked at Thursday's schedule since i thought we would only ready to go home at that very day without any significant activity to do so..apparently, that was the day we went to Petronas Lol~..my bad..

Oh i wanna mention about how SCARY our driver's bus was (but he's a kind uncle actually)..He drove like we were chased by some antagonist character in the movie..he kept took over cars and drove freaking fast..Me and my friend were actually sitting at the back, which i thought the best position but it turn out a worst decision to do so..since the journey was pretty far so we fallen in sleep..when suddenly i thought we were involved in an incident!!! why i said so? well i was lifted up from my sit (talk about momentum, the bus hit a small hole and we were lifted up due to the force..every action has its reaction right) TWICE and freaking shocked me! n as my reflect reaction i was like "SHIT!!"..i know, what a foul mouth! not only me actually, but the others that sit at the back experienced it too..the road is not in smooth condition and it even have a bumps..so i really felt like i wanna hit the uncle's head using my slipper that time!!

But then, we arrived safely to first company we went that day.

#1 Lumadan Factory (Sawit Kinabalu Berhad)

Actually i'm bit familiar with this place since both my sisters actually went to have their industrial practical at this factory's laboratory few years ago..sometimes we went to send and took them from work so i got chance to enter the lab (since it's too smelly outside i can't stand it so took 'refugee' inside there)..Straight to the point, we given out briefing about how the processes involved to get the final products (CPO and PK) from the raw material (PFB) and the grading..but we didn't had the chance to look around in the factory since they having some maintenance over there..for safety reason, we didn't allow to..although it a waste to not able take a close-up look on the processes but it's a relieve for me too since i didn't need to stand the smell inside there Lol~

Explanation on grading.

#2 Beaufort Specialty Rubber

We arrived there and the very first thing we noticed was the sign in the front of the gate which state "NO CAMERA"...but they still brought their camera in though..Actually it's alright if you take a picture outside the factory but in the inside, it's big NO NO!! Well, at first i didn't get why do they wanna restricted the camera inside there, but one of the worker told me that it's all about the COPYRIGHT reason..i did took several pictures too at first, but then once the worker told me that, it will be unfair to keep taking a picture when they hardly making all those processes or whatever it is to improve the quality but i simply leak it out..and i don't wanna be SUE too..so not so many pictures taken at this place..But they did brief us about the processes on how to make the Specialty rubber (i didn't really remember the whole process since i wrote my note on my friend's notebook)..what i remembered the most was, the HISTORY part was the one HIGHLIGHTED..so the rubber plant was first discovered from BRAZIL.

Then we off to Menumbok Ferry Terminal..since my matriculation period ended, i never went to Labuan anymore, so this is my first time went back there after almost 3 years..times really flies..on the way there, it was raining..and then suddenly my stomach made some sorta problem, well yeah i gotta need find a toilet ASAP!! so i was like busy called my parents to ask them my aunt's number (she's lived at Menumbok)..but couldn't reached her, so i just went there and luckily my cousin was there, and luckily he recognized me haha..but LUCKILY enough i didn't go to the public toilet since apparently that place had some kind of water issue back then, there's no water!! *phew*

Then after i felt some relieved in my stomach, i excitedly bought and drank Cola, which cost me stupid gastric!! so i went to the nearby restaurant and bought a cup of chinese tea ONLY! so the laupan said to me with confused look on his face...

Tauke: "Chinese tea SAJA?!"

me: iya

Tauke: napa tidak beli minuman yang manis sikit?

Me: sebab saya gastrik lorh

tauke: *tambah CONFUSED!!* eh saya bagito ko, minum tea lagi bikin sakit woh

me : oh kalo saya ini lah yang buat hilang gastrik.

tauke: *berkerut dahi* oh UNIK juga ko ni ya..minum tea baru hilang gastrik.

Me: *monologue* bukan ko ja hairan, saya lagi hairan sbb ubat tdk efek langsung!

So we went back to the Terminal, might be even left the tauke so confused after listened to my words haha.

We arrived at Labuan at night already and checked in at Beta Apartment..The next day, we went to one company at Labuan.

#3 Antara Steel Sdn Bhd

Actually at the time we arrived here, we not able to come in smoothly..it turn out that actually this company forgot about our visiting and they actually having meeting at that very time..so it a little bit hectic on their side, and there's no food or beverage too haha..well the others companies kindly provided us with these two..but since they forgot actually bout our coming to the company..

OK this company is currently under the Lion Group started 1992 when Sabah Gas Industry sold it to this group..from the corporate video, it stated that the income of the Lion Groups is 18 BILLIONS and me and my friend were like "OMG so kaya!!"..Antara Steel is a company which producing HBI which stand for High Briquetting Iron..from Iron ore which they imported from oversea..if i'm not mistaken from Brazil but i'm not sure either Lol~.my bad..Here, we didn't able to enter the plant site since we in big number of group, about 60 people you see..and they told us the usual visitors that came were in 10~12 in a group..so compared with us, it's a huge different..After all, it's part of the Safety reason too..since Fe is hazardous substances so we need to actually using proper safety equipment first to be able to enter but with the amount of 60 people, they might didn't have enough equipment for us..so we only tour that place by our bus, shown the jetty area (we also didn't had the chance to enter since there's shipment or something like that at that very time) and brought into the control Room and they explained about the processes the Iron ores undergo to produce the HBI at last..

Awards..

tour by bus..

Jetty

the HBI products..

#4 Petronas (Methanol) Sdn Bhd

Antara Steel and Petronas (Methanol) actually are neighbor..So we can exactly saw the Antara Steel..But this company we only went for it on the next day, to be precise at Thursday's morning..who didn't know bout Petronas right..so here, we ALSO didn't able to visit the factories both for Plant 1 and Plant 2 since the factories were experienced shut down and maintenance..i guess we quite unlucky since out of the 4 companies only one company where the factory we can enter and see a real processes of the production..but we got some sorta tips and useful information..We also learnt the basic salary for the fresh graduate is RM 4000.00..and we were like "WOW" haha..O the people in the Antara Steel Sdn Bhd also told us the basic salary the provided is RM 2600.00, and the others allowances are not included yet..isn't it awesome! but the bad news is, the male will have higher chance to be choose over the female..at first i felt dissatisfied with it, but once we walk around the company and took a close look i understand why they set the standard like that..So for those who interested, what's you waiting for, hurry up and grab the position in these companies :)

at the lobby..

in the multipurpose hall

awards..

the products can be made from the Methanol

"Apply your heart to instruction, and your ears to words of knowledge."-Proverbs 23:12

Forgiving Others~

Just saw the stars while picking up my clothes (yeah i know it's a crazy late hour to do so haha)..say, isn't all those stars are such AMAZING creation done by GOD?!! shining up there and lighten up the entire sky, but of course when the weather is great without any dark clouds to cover them up, makes me really THANKFUL for being in this world and able to experience this kind of amazement and peaceful feeling when i hold up my head up to the sky and see that kind of view..well, this is all about what i feel..if you don't think as i am, so whatever.

i don't feel like i have an issue or whatever it is for me to write and tell it here, but after i saw the stars which apparently makes me felt LIGHTER suddenly for an unknown reason, well there's sure a reason but who knows..and somehow the ideas just came out like that and here i am, typing all these words that you see right now..i wanna talk about forgiving..my experiences to forgive people who did something unforgivable in my opinion..i held a grudges over them, an unimaginable HATEFUL feeling that always grows day by day inside..but often opening up my Bible and read some parts in Old Testament and New Testament every night when i were high schooler, makes me REALIZE about many things, one of it is certainly, about FORGIVENESS..




"Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors."-Matthew 6:12
"Walk circumspectly, not as fools but as wise, redeeming the time, because the days are evil."-Ephesians 5:15-16


To forgive others is actually need a real deal of endurance inside myself..i'm not gonna told you a lie, but frankly speaking it's HARD actually at first, REALLY HARD!!..so i asked in my prayer, do i really need to forgive all those people who cause me pain..then that night (well before go to sleep i always pray the 3 prayers~Our Father, Hail Mary and Glory to the Father), so suddenly the Our Father prayer was repeating over and over again until that some point where i realized the part 'Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors' ..it makes me realized then, how could i BLINDLY asking for forgiveness from the Lord when i don't even capable forgiving others..

"And Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.” And they cast lots to divide his garments."-Luke 23: 34

i know i cannot beexactly  like HIM, forgiving people when they made HIM went through such extreme suffering still gave the wrongdoers forgiveness..but at least considering my situation and my belief, i should make what happened as an example..hurm how i wanna say it..more like giving a chance to myself forgiving others, since that will be a right thing to do right..trying not to bring the issue why would i do that or something like that but just do it..

Rom 12:19 Beloved, do not avenge yourselves, but rather give place to wrath; for it is written, "Vengeance is mine; I will repay," says the Lord


So people, give out all your burden to Him for He will help you to lighten it and help you over it by forgiving other..somehow you gonna feel a light feeling and comfort inside you..but of course i'm not that divine, so sometimes there's some annoyed feeling came up when i bumped into those 'people'..i do forgive them, but i never forget and remember CLEARLY what they have done to me and my family.

"But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire. Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings forth death."-James 1:14-15

but i sincerely believe that is the feeling that i need to surpass in order for me to claim and ask for the God's forgiveness since in Matthew Jesus had told His disciple about this :

"For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you."-Matthews 6:14




When I consider Calvary's dismay-
The shame, the scorn, the scourging borne by You-
Resentment melts; I am compelled to say,
"Forgive them, Lord, they know not what they do!" -Mollon

Misunderstood

Today we finished class early than usual..out of the 2 hours my lecturer just talked like 40-50 minutes and then it's OVER..honestly, i were so FREAKING happy that time!! what a bad bad bad girl i am Lol~ Well cannot help it since i'm so freaking SLEEPY that time..i even slept for a couple minutes..in the middle of the crowds?! emmh my course-mates actually, with some of them busy chit-chatting, some were focused on that lecture and some might be daydreaming?! but who knows. haha

So..over this few weeks i really thought that we gonna submit our Project I on week 10 which is gonna be NEXT WEEK?! but i heard it from some unofficial source with an unofficial statement TOO, so i don't realyy give a damn bout it at first..but then was it yesterday or the day before it, there's one guy from my course asked about this at our official Facebook web-group, so then i really think that news was really true, up until this afternoon only of course... frankly speaking, i do think it's a little bit rushing there if the news is true..i mean some of the courses i know only going to pass up their project at week 14 then they only have their presentation on the end of December..i dunno who started the rumor and where did they heard bout all of those stuff..and when i asked the other, they actually barely starting a word of it..since our supervisors also never told us that the due date is on week 10..

But then this afternoon my friends told us that actually we only gonna submit the project on EARLY December, so this one is told after they asked directly to the lecturer that handling this project of us this semester, so it gotta be..i mean ABSOLUTELY the real one)..which means we have like 3 weeks more to write, managing, polishing and touch-up'ing (?!) the project..well i guess i have buy the time already..it's a good thing to misunderstand over the due date since i'm able to motivate-by-force-certainly myself to complete and finishing it earlier than it supposed to be..which a VERY good thing since i can hand the draft over to my very-supportive-and-sporting-also-responsible supervisor over and over again until the finish one gonna has some good quality of writing, explanation and whatever it is..well HOPEFULLY i'm gonna achieve that! Amen.

Hurm..tomorrow we going to our first ever FIELD TRIP..haha poor course, since we only have this one time chance only to go for that..some courses have like countless (?! well, some exaggeration of course haha) time..Af i can see from the schedule, we going to visit likes 3 companies during this trip..i thought Petronas (Methanol) Sdn Bhd is gonna be one of them but sadly it's not in d list..Put that aside, i don't even start packing any of my stuffs..haha well once i went back to hostel, bought my lunch, ate it..staring at my laptop for a few minutes..and then i cannot held it any longer but went to SLEEP! Heaven..haha..then my alarm rang and i kept snoozing it for a couple of times , which was the thing that i always make actually everytime my alarm singing its song Lol~..  i woke up, went to bath and now here i am actually, BLOGGING. hahaha but i guess it won't take so many time to do that thing right..after all it just like stuffing all those essential things and clothes and i will be ready to go on. *wink*

The field trip schedule~

Regarding our tomorrow trip actually i found out 2 thing..one is a BAD NEWS and the other one is the GOOD news..so, starting from the bad one, the bus will pick us up at 6 A.M in the MORNING! which means that i need to work one hour EARLIER so it will be 5 A.M in the MORNING for me to wake up?! O crap..even after i'm discounting it, at least i need to be up at 5.30 AM..still early you know! so my excitement faded away T_T

But but butttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt..the GOOD news is, the bus is gonna pick up the students from my hostel FIRST!! which means i can choose my sit.,which side i wanna sit..Lucky! haha

So then, that's the end of my entry today.

OK today Word:

"Let your heart retain my words; keep my commands, and live" (v4)
"Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it spring the issues of life" (v23)
"Ponder the path of your feet, and let all your ways be established" (v26)

Each of the verse encourages us to evaluate where we are in life..that's what been said in the Our Daily Bread..
As for me, these verses do give me some way actually, to strengthen my FAITH..as on the days where i stumbled in the world and life's challenges, these verses have thought me how to overcome the breaking emotion i felt inside of me..it a simple words..if you read it lightly then you may not understand why i said so..but if you trust in your inner heart and let the Holy Spririt guide your heart, u will know what exactly am i saying..so until then, have a BLESS days :)

If we pursue mere earthly gain,
We choose a path that ends in pain;
But joy remains within the soul
When we pursue a heavenly goal. -D. De Haan

Clouds~

Today i woke up and completely amazed by the fascinating view of the sky..well i truly think the clouds look beautiful today and the sky is gorgeously blue in colour..i guess the weather is great today..so i ran and took a pictures of it..which i bumped into such unexpected incident where my phone was slipped from my hand!! and i was like 'mmh, what was just happened?!'

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!



and i thought it's already and SHOULD be crash into pieces..but once i look down, 'eh where did it go?!'

but luckily it felt at top of my brother room's window (apparently there's a little space there)..so i was like really scared at that point but PHEWWWWW..who's not right..i felt like i lost 10 years of my life that time..but look like i regain it back.Lucky me. hahaha

but since i snapped it using my phone, so the quality is poor too :( ..next time i should go and buy the DSLR camera, but i guess it not gonna be a SOONER cos i'm in my effort to save my money so that i can make a better use of my passport..i wanna go to Italy remember..but if the cost gonna be pretty expensive, then i should go to more nearer country.

OK back to the main point...isn't the sky PRETTY. it's ok if you don't think so, since i not gonna give a damn bout other's thought..maybe God is happy today too.Lol~

Oh i saw the repeat show of Miss Universe Malaysia this afternoon, but what made me sat on front of the TV and watched it was because i saw Will Quah. Apparently he's the one who's hosting it..i think i'm in love with this guy once again. Lol~ 

OK enough of this talking and deviating!! i should continue doing my thesis..well it's really hard to the extent i think my head gonna blow up..but that's how life works right..EVERYONE has their own RESPONSIBILITY..things not gonna change if i keep sighing and blaming myself for not starting this thing earlier..it only gonna makes me even more frustrated over myself when the reality is, the time keeps FLYING  and never gonna stop and wait for me nor do i have this special DEBIT CARD to purchase the TIME..i just need to STRENGTHEN my will and motivate myself and work it on!! still have 10 pages to go.. so, jiayou jiayou for myself!

"The Heaven declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows His handiwork."-Psalm 19:1

God, the engineer of all creation,

Spoke the word, and beauty was begun,

Then He gave to us His great salvation

Through the sacrifice of His own Son.-Hess

Today is 11.11.11, so what?lol

Isn't today bear a very NICE and WONDERFUL date..Actually i don't aware bout this at first, but then once i went to my facebook, there's a lotsa people stated bout this at my homepage..So then that's how i realized bout this..but whatever, since there's nothing special happening right now either..so there's nothing to be work up for..well of course, it's dedicated for me..if you have a very blast today, well congrats then.

But...but...but wait up! I have something to say..I managed to finish my assignment at this dawn, well around 3 am like that..hahaha so i'm pretty happy right now..i also managed to do another page for my literature review, which is for me who's in this carefree and pretty lazy condition, i wanna say i did a GREAT job! what a self-praise hahaha..it's always like that actually..once i starting doing something, i will completely absorbed into it and will trying hard to complete it..that's why i hate MATH when i were in high school and matrix..since if i bumped to question who need to activate all my nerves and neurons in my brain to work, i'll might spend a day and pushed everything aside..it's would drive me crazy if i didn't find the answer..i even go and find my friends to help me find the solution..if they didn't able to do so also, then i will go to sleep, FRUSTRATED for sure..cos it's really upsetting me..Well subjects like Chemistry and Physics won't do many damages (?!) to me since it's part of playing with the fact and you can find the answer if you have done a lot of revision of course, which far for me to be do so too haha..you can search the answers in the books or notes..but maths, it's pretty confusing sometimes..yeap, it use a formula, but still sometime i just failed to do so.. that's why i turn down the interview i got for education field during the university's entrance..gotta know my ability right..why would i go for that if it will HARM (i mean mentally of course) me, eventually!! i even didn't tell bout this to my family since i'm well aware that they will ask me to go for it..luckily i didn't tell them..furthermore, i feel No regret doing that..since i feel my course is far better..plus with the high schooler nowadays, i rather be jobless than being high school teacher..and i really now myself, that i'm not born to do the teaching things..i only will make the result % going DOOM certainly, no doubt.Lol~

My my my..diverging!

Oh last night..i pretty motivated to do my assignment regarding this industrial process that using heterogeneous  catalysis..to give the mechanism and explain it..so last week i did some reading about it and did save 2 web-pages regarding this topic..but once i opened it last night, to tell the truth it's actually already past midnight, so should i called it THIS morning?! but whatever..back to my point,so then i were a lil bit in mood of *stupid me*..how can i not realized it more earlier, since the pages that i save actually bring me NOTHING about the idea of mechanism and so on, part that i need to focus on..it's basically explaining what's heterogeneous catalyst is all about..more into, hurm INTRODUCTION. *poke my head*

so then i did some searching online, AGAIN..after a several minutes, i found journals and websites..but it didn't good enough to be my reference..and it said nothing clearly bout what i looked for..then after an hour searching and diverging..

yeah, i went to my FB to see what's the other up to, reading anonymous blogs, reading Hollywood latest news..well i found out Nicole Richie is doing GREAT with hubbie, Joel Madden..here's what i like about them, they kinda a couple who's look like cannot long enough to even get 2 kids, but they did..and i really love how Nicole have changed from a BAD girl to a GOOD girl and GREAT mother to her children too and STUNNING wifey of Joel!! well, unlike what the Cobra Starship said in their song, "i make the good girl gone bad..la la la~" ..i a


Then finally i found this one article that really FIT and PERFECT for what i'm searching for...Luckily i found that *phew*

Here's the article............

That old guy up there, was the Nobel Prize winner you know..for 2007.

I also found some cute quote made by the winner Nobel prize too, a physician.

Can you see it?!

Eurico Fermi said,

                     "God made the bulk but the Devil created the surface"

Isn't it cute?! or i'm the one who's WEIRD for saying it's CUTE. hahaha whatever..well i post this on my FB wall so my cousin ask what it's mean..Actually from that quote, i said that actually it's a chemistry thing..but then suddenly i can applied and make another continuation so that he can actually relate it with life..what i said to him was, God create a route (for us people), but the Devil stomp on it! That's why there's no an easy route for us to go through..Well it's true right..there's nothing called FREE here in the world that we live in..EVERYTHING come out with PRICE..so we gotta be aware with what path we take, decision we make, life we choose and who we wanna be..


Well since i a believer of KARMA, so even a bad guys will fall from their own throne someday..even right now s/he is in the highest place we cannot reach, safest place that we won't able to get through, strongest power that we won't dare to mess with..but in the end of the day, there's NOTHING greater than the GOD Himself..S/he might be happened to fall into Devil's scheme and bow down to the Devil and makes a lot of evil deeds, which in the end of the day it's actually will only bring her/him own destruction..and even the weak being stomp with, humiliated, the wicked manage to pin them down, control them, rule them over in point they really really really feel POWERLESS, but still they are in the Lord's side..their suffering and pain in the world will be pay once this is all over..Well, this WORLD is just one and only temporary stop that people will be at..

Wah, a lot of saying..i don't even know if it's actually a good thing to write or the opposite. Lol..but whatever lah :p

Oh i changed my desktop background earlier this morning while resting before continued doing my assignment..it's kinda refreshing to my eyes! since the view feels like a real deal..VATICAN, i wish i can go there someday. :)

See the clock?! it's not P.M but exactly at 3.38 A.M!! well i went slept at 6 am.

I just turn my head to the outside..i'm just saying..the sky looks RED. so what?! like i said, i'm just saying Lol~ old folks believe that ghosts are freely walking at time like this..whuuuuuu

So let see what i have today,

"From now on, we regard no one according to the flesh."-2 Corinthians 5:16


First impressions can mislead us
For we do not know the heart;
We can often be mistaken
Since we only know in part.-Fitzhugh