Evening Primrose Oil~

Finally I'm able to pass yesterday..All the pain I felt last night is a part of the memory now..I should by Primrose Oil with Vitamin E before next month so I won't need to face the same pain like last night..cos actually I did took this one late last year for 4-6 months as i can remember, and then stop since the nurse also said I can take it continuously for 3 months for a permanent result..The outcome is pretty GOOD, since yeap..the pain was GONE!! But once I stopped, apparently it's came back..*sigh*

I'm not really a fan of this sorta things so that's why I stopped taking it..Plus, eventhough it's recommended from the pharmacy itself, but the 'paranoid' me said that might be there's some effects?!!..If it is not happen now but maybe in the future, who's know right..But I can't stand the pain anymore, so whatever happen next time around then, I should just let it be..What's more crucial now is I should just get that thing for now.

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This was the one I took last time, but it's in pink not green cover.

I actually know this sorta supplication  from my mum..She already take this for over a year..But I refuse to take one since I thought I can handle it until earlier this year when I accidentally got the free health's coupons from my university (but it's already not given to students live at hostel inside the university due to whatever some stupid reasons it is)..cos it would be a waste if I didn't use it since it was a RM35/each..We'd given 2 coupons that time though..I bumped with the cute bottle and So that's how I ended up experimenting myself with this Primrose Oil..Well the other day, my friend told me that she taking this too for the moment, and she's so happy with the result..

The presence of Vitamin E actually just another modification that been made by the chemists I guess..It's like to kill 2 birds with one stone..You can relieved the PMS, menstrual cramps but also it's good for your skin..As a common knowledge, Vitamin E is one which good for your skin..

Hmm..I only stating about this all cos I wanna do so..No significant reason..After all, it's my blog so I can do and write any stuffs I feel like to put in here..

God comfort me with this word,

"So Moses cried out to the Lord, and the Lord showed him a tree." -Exodus 15:25


I know not by what methods rare
The Lord provides for me;
I only know that all my needs
He meets so graciously. - Adams

p/s: I think all that brought me to find this some sorta medication too was cos God's will..Who knows right..Since God will show His children in time that we will never realize or expect to be..For us, it's just happen..But for God, He's already plan it to happen! So I wanna say thanks to the Lord 

One of my Worst Days

On day like today..This is when I wish I were born as a boy instead of a girl. Yeah, all cause I have swinging mood right now..Thanks to my unwelcome period days..Starting my day with stomach cramps is not what I dream for, especially when I'm all alone in dorm!!! To make this matter worst, the ulcer that I've got since last Saturday doesn't show any sign to recover but apparently it's turn bigger than yesterday and the days before..My lip even already swollen and...It's freaking HURT!! I wonder why would I get all the bad traits from my parents..the gastric, stomach cramps, doesn't eat meat..


Me, who's the energy level is zero right now feels like world is such an annoying place..I always wonder why don't I've not assign to be a part of the Heaven's creature rather than being in this world, as a human! Well I know maybe God has His own plans, but isn't my life will be so remarkably meaningful to be already be with Him, instead of struggling in this world to maintain my humanity so that I won't lose to the devil's plans who's waiting to bring me down if I'm being ignorant..

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Geez, what I'm talking about exactly..*sigh* My maggi already got swollen too! Eventhough I'm not of the fan of Maggi (1 pack will last for over than 1 month) since for me, it's one of the tasteless artificial food once I put it into my mouth..But do I got any other option? Of course it is..NO!! Unless I wanna let myself die..Even right now I'm holding the spoon shakily..That's the power of stomach cramps.

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That's why also on the day like this, when I realize it is impossible for me to be a boys, I do HATE them! But in the end of the day I'm glad I'm a girl.

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I don't know about other people, but for me..If I don't drink enough water for even 1 day, not only to drink it but I need to drink enough water in order to avoid the trouble or I'll end up with only two things..
1.Lip's cracking
2. This stupid ULCER that I have right now..and sometimes it even with 'S'

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So this is solely not related to my parents..I do wonder who's I take to..I'm the only one in the family who need to go to the kitchen frequently to drink a water..I did tried and made some experiment, instead of take the drinking water, I took cold water, Cocacola, Coffee or whatever it is I found in the ice-box..In the end, I got ulcer a few days later!! Seem I have this kind of body which me myself not quite understand..Cos as far as I remember, I never missed drinking..a WATER, but what I get...THIS?!!!!!! Arh, never mind, maybe this kind of fate I have for being ME..Well nobody's perfect though.

I actually wanna put some image of ulcer here, but once I Google it and saw all the pics, but it's only freak me out so I decided to forget about that.

The end of story for one of my worst days for this year!

Word that comfort my day:

"Come to Me, all you who labour and are heavy laden."-Matthew 11:28


We have a Friend who'll never leave,
Who's closer than a brother;
He's there to meet our deepest needs,
To comfort like no other. -Sper

Goodbye Miss Ripley~

Yesterday we'd been informed with a good news..it's about the today's class is cancelled!! Yeppi..  Since my lecturer go to whatever event it is for 2 weeks..So I take this chance to complete the Korean Drama..As you can expect from this entry's title up there...Goodbye Miss Replay..

I already watched the 3 first episodes last night, which actually my desire to continue watching it until the last episode was killing me inside!! But I'm able to control the devilish inside me who's trying to persuade me to stay up..and went slept..

But guess what...I was LATE this morning!! Thanks to my sleepyhead!!Actually my phone did ring..Well I set my alarm at 7 in the morning (and the sleepy me trying to actually snooze it up..5 minutes more)..Turn out to be a call from my friend instead!!

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OK, forget about that..Let's talk about the drama..My my, this drama is so heartbreaking..I think all the characters developed very well, the story line is quite interesting but of course there's some typical scenes too..But what make it even more looks real is because the actresses and actors play their part really well, especially Lee Da-Hee..All the emotions she'd done here in this drama is perfect!!

p/s: this drama belong to the rightful owner.

You see what I mean..
This one is the most sad scenes I watched after the one from Sorry, I Love You! Really heart-breaking!
as usual, it makes me shed tears continuously for 2 epis, and now I have sore eyes already!

A little girl been left by her mother..Adopted by MEAN husband-wife who treat her like slave..Then because of her adopt father's alcoholism that lead to unknown debt, she's the one who bear all the responsible to pay it back..Due to the hardship she went through for the past YEARS..She's determined to do anything to improve her life..But all done in the wrong way..The moment she's realized, it's already too late..But she's only get into prison for 1 year..And still, she don't lose her friend..But what sad is, she DON'T and even CANNOT be with the one she love the most..Basically all I can see is this drama depicting about the struggle a girl need to go through and KARMA!!

Since the one who does wrong, does face the consequences..

Jang Miri being left, her dad died in car accident,..
Jang Miri send to orphange..

The typical future mother-in-law! Don't like their son's choice,
 meet up to ask the girl to forget about the relationship..
You also can see it in Secret Garden and Boys over flower.

But, if this doesn't work...Then they'll start being supermom with super mean ways and turn the girl's life upside down (eventhough the guy who's actually don't wanna let go too!)..Start digging up this and that about the girl and so on..

Same goes to this one!!
 Jang Miri dark secret was dig..and revealed even to the press!

Ironically, the woman who refuse her the most... is actually the mother who's abandoned her!
Well, talk about KARMA guys.

The "Prince"..Micky's JYJ

Kang Hye-Jeong..(Tablo's wife..she's soo cute right!)
Jang Miri's too good friend! Eventhough she can't accept what Miri's does at first,
but she slowly  understand what cause one girl can does so unbelievably unacceptable  acts.

I'm so badly wanna talk about this..So what if a person is not well educated?!! And so what if the person is?!!
These scenes really make me nerve-wrecked..That old hag acts all mighty, trying to do obnoxious acts
 but then put the blame on Miri..

Well I don't see or even believe the level of your education which's define who you are..Even the person is a degree student, doctor, professor or even Emirates..It's not going to tell me, Oh s/he is so well-educated, so s/he must be a absolutely respected..Can look down on people and being all snobby..Duh, if there's kind of people around me, you better stay OUT OF MY SIGHT!!

"Solid food belongs to those who are of full age, that is, those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil." -Hebrews 5:14


To handle the Word of truth
Takes diligence and care,
So make the time to study it
And then that truth declare. -Hess

Crazy Little Thing Called Love~

Have you guys seen this movie? it's a Thai's movie..
Did you..did you..did you? 

A couple months ago, my sis did told me about this movie..but since it was only a verbal information, so I'm not that quite interested..The only thing that I remember was an unattractive girl fall in love with this handsome guy in her school..Along with my common question:

Me: Do the guy really handsome?
Sis: Yeahhh..
Me: Then give it to me.
Sis: I only watched it online.
Me: .......................  (lost interest) 

I forgot about it then, COMPLETELY!!..Until last Tuesday, after our presentation, the topic we'd got was about  Cement..which, out of 4 groups, we were the last one, and then instead of been monitored by only 1 lecturer, we'd soooo ''lucky'' to have another lecturer to watch our presentation..But luckily everything went smoothly..And it was already ended..Then after that my friend asked for the latest Running Man episodes that I have, and went straight to my room to get it..Since I'm out of movie too, so I asked for her movies lah (but all this only happened at my friend's room since we only realized that my pendrive was at Terac, meanwhile my friend didn't brought her too) 

See..I'm out of the topic again! 

O yeap..I got this movie called Crazy Little Thing Called Love from this friend of mine..and I'm going to say really really really thank you and a bunch of gratitude for giving me this so-typical-and-simple-yet-so-sweet-highschool-love-story to me!! 

Like I said, it's about this high school girl who's in love with her senior for 3 years, it supposed to be secretly in love but the guy actually already now this girl is in love with him..But guess what, the guy is really really really HOT!! He's soooooo good looking to the point I became speechless?! Actually, at first (the movie starts with a prologue first and only after that the high school life rolled)..

And that unattractive girl?............She's changed! I mean the appearance, not her attitude..

That's why I like this one so much since the story-line is a lil bit simple but somehow you can kinda connect with it (well if you don't, but for me, IT IS!)..which has been brought into this movie..And it's not that exaggerating either, I mean all the concept, costumes and make-up also how they react are all like the typical one that you can see on the real-life high school students..How am I gonna describe this after all..Emmmh, simple in its own way yet it's kinda meaningful in its own way too..Well maybe because I'd done some of the tricks in this movie to my fake crush during high school, so that's why I like this movie..

Well it's all things that happened few years ago, nothing to be proud of either!!..Where I got this person number, and then I called it..but what surprised me was..It's not his number, but his mom?!!! Then I hung up (of course right, it's his mom after all!)..however, his mom called me back?! 
All I wanna do that time was slapping myself until I pass out so that there's no need for me to pick up the phone (If I intentionally cut it, then I'm gonna feel bad that's why I think to make myself faint or whatever..since the one who's calling was her).

His mom: Hello, who's is this? Are you the one who calling just now right?
Me:  ....Mmmh....Mmmh...O is this in (whatever place's name that crossed my mind)..
      Are you (my aunt's name)..?
His mom: No. I think you got the wrong nu...
Me: yeahh..I think I really got the wrong num..OK then, sorry. (quickly end the conversation)

My nervousness percentage that time probably EXCEEDING 100%...what a fool!
O this guy wasn't my real crush though.. it's only some one I claimed I like, to confuse my friends so they don't be a matchmaker and supporting other guy who wanna confess to me since i felt their confession threatening my chance to confess mine..But in the end i fail to do so since *sigh* there's some complicated situation..Why would his classmate felt for me!!!! then they graduating without i have a chance to confess!..but i'm glad too cos i don't make it or i will not be who i am today 

i remember i like going to school since i can see him everyday Lol~...with his uniform and a-glimpse-of-his-face who's exactly like Mark Feehily ( i'm such a fan of him)..while waiting for the school bus, i would took a glimpse of him..but i always saw he was dating at the bus stand too!! seriously, went to toilet but take the chance to walk through his class! but really freak out and cannot speak anything when one of my teacher asked us to make announcement at his class..

Well I never told anyone who's the real one was, cause I know they'll only gonna tease me if they know about the real truth..Arhhh sorry guys..Indeed, my high school friends and the friendship we built is among the best things ever happened in my life after all ..After all, that kind of memories kinda lighten up my life as a high school student too..Or else my life would be so boring back then..with nothing to remember and laugh with Lol~

Geez, cut all those craps..Now now now..Some pics from the movies..I'd spent some..Emmh not some but a lot of time only to do the editing and make the pics look cute..But it's not that cute too 

The HEROIN...she's soooo cute!
You can see the transformation she undergoes~

Here's come the Lead Actor..Mario Maurer  :D 

                             Among the funny scenes..based on what I thought of course   (below)

This teacher is among the must-exist character!! She's freaking funny Lol

Innocent-Sweet love~

The sad scenes..And I cried cos' it's a
freaking teary scenes *sob sob*

Full credits to the subtitle-er!!
Shone's sweet scrap book~
That telling the real truth about his feeling!!

Before that, God's word for today:

"Now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love."- 1 Corinthians 13:13


The world is filled with so much good-
Little things that bring us pleasure-
But Christ can fill our lives with joy,
Beyond all earthly treasure. -Sper


O.K then, off to watch Kim's Fairy-tale Wedding 

Nerve-wrecking moment!!

Last Sunday..me and my dad actually on d way from home to my hostel...Well as usual, start this sem, d one who drive is always me since my dad, for unknown reason (well maybe he tired or else), told so..For d past few weeks (I mean d me who driving), there's no sort of problem occurred..And this 'ME', doesn't wanna anything bad to happen too (but seriously, no one will wanna experience it rite!), since I plan to have a very clean RECORD in my driving..!!

Unfortunately..my dream had CRUSH!! Oh yeah, we got into accident!! but still I wanna thank God since we free from any injury and just got a lighter backache..Nothing serious fortunately..

But d bad news is...d car had been brought in to workshop..My dad said it's gonna take 2~3 weeks for d car to be fix here and there and free from d workshop..O yeah, thanks to d accident!! But, d 2nd good news is, all d cost for d fixing is solely from d INSURANCE!! So d my sis gonna have a brand new one back (should I happy for that?! I guess yeah I should..But I don't really since it's too hard now to go free-online)

The ACCIDENT?!!! Why it's happened? Here's d detail...

At first, me and my dad did having a pretty smooth conversation about this and that..(so that my dad won't falling sleep, and I won't feel sleepy too..well this sleepy head of mine is a pain!)..since I am so close with my dad too so my mouth will keep talk and talk without realize my dad actually fallen to sleep..

That day (d day d accident happened), as usual we take our usual route which not so busy with cars and jam road..So as me listening to Hitz.fm radio, since it's not a busy road and it's already 8 p.m, so I turn on the highlight..then when I saw there's car in front, I'll turn it back to normal one..But suddenly, it might because I pull d switcher too hard, I accidentally stich on d signal..

So I said 'Eh, kenapa ni? sottt" ..

And that's where it started!!!..Suddenly my dad jump from his seat (d passenger's seat) and GRAB d steering wheel and said

 'Kenapa, kenapa??'!! (with his panic voice)

And I was just like..    "Kenapa, kenapa, ada apa?!'

Then I forgot to step on d brake pedal since I only focusing to control d car back and figured out what's exactly happened..Well my dad hold it too strong, how am I supposed to grab it back?! But yeah, I CANNOT!! I only managed to dominate it for 10 seconds maybe, it's d time when I thought we gonna hit d hole, amazingly in that critical time, we still got a time to argue since I tried to snatched d steering wheel back (which my dad won't let it go too!) so that we don't hit d hole..

And then.......BUMPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!! and my foot still on d gas pedal, so d car was like moving  in what km/s already, me also don't realize it...d car then kept moving, so once we managed to pass d hole, then I let it go (d steering) and let my dad  handle it..which after that, we END UP in d bushes!! As soon as d car stopped, then my dad asked me,

Dadi: kenapa tadi tu?

Me: kenapa?
Dadi: bkn ko ckp knapa ni?
Me: manada pa pa..napa dadi p rebut sa?!

Dad: Ba, sa ingat ko sdh t'makan jalan..bkn ko ckp knapa ni?

Me: tapi manada..itu signal, bkn jln.steady pun sa bawa! mcm na la sdh ni kreta!!

Actually, d car is my sis's car..So I were freaking out (who doesn't?!) she's gonna mad on me! Well, d car hit a lump and then it's stuck in d bushes!!So what I supposed to think?! O crap! I'm gonna be a dead meat! For SURE..!! I concerned more to d car than myself..without asking how's my dad condition too?! 

Luckily, there's a car behind us who stop and help us..But eventhough they were so kind to lend a hand, still we need some help from d professional..O then my dad called my relatives who happened to live near to d scene and my mum..Well I actually pretty shocked at that time, so I forgot about all my stuffs inside..Well luckily I put my laptop under d seat that time or else this one too need to meet d 'Doctor'..!! and my phone too, in d car..And my mum tried to call me several times..So I felt bad actually since my dad called her and told her something like his condition pretty worst, and quit d call without telling her how am I doing that time..Then I remember bout my phone and made a call telling my mum (they actually on d way to d scene) I'm actually fine and there's nothing to worry about..except d CAR!! Once I saw my mum, I can tell she's actually already freaking out and cried..(well, all mum will do d same rite)

Here's d pics~of d car :

Some of d lamps r gone!

O d hole that I saw previously..It's actually not a hole..But a big drain  , which people that area told us it's actually really deep! So all my relatives and family that came over looking at us and like..

"nasib kamu nda t'masuk sini"  "ilili, dalam ini..nasib nasib"  "tingo dulu bekas ni tayar, iihhhh "

And my dadi said : mimang umur kita masih panjang la juga..nasib nasib! *phew*

We all still can saw there's d wheels traces clearly..Just another inch and d speed is slow, we'll gonna end up in there..Since my sis's car is the auto one, they said, IF..we somehow end up in that drain, we won't able to get out since d car will automatically lock all d doors! Plus it'll entirely sink in there!! Eventhough it didn't lock itself, we won't survive that day also cos the car will possibly over-turn and hit the drain's wall, something like that..

So I really really really REALLY wanna thank to God for His's protection :)

p/s: Do make a simple prayer for protection, always! when u wanna go somewhere..There's nothing to loss by doing so..Well I always made it before I drive, so I believe God listen to it, and prevent us from a major damage that last Sunday! 

Words of today,

"The Lord is good, a stronghold in the day of trouble; and He knows those who trust in Him"-Nahum 1:7

Though danger lurks on every side,

In Christ our Lord we will abide;

Our God is strong, our hope is sure-

In Him alone we are secure!-Fitzhugh