Miss Sunflower and Earth Hour!

My roomie was preparing a gifts for her friend at this morning..when i realized that it is this thing

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TADAAAAAAAAAAA...

the MOST important character in Plant vs Zombie!!! and d very 1st thing u shud get is this or u life line will be much freaking shorter than it supposed to b and u can hear some screamin' after that when d what-a-freak-face-u-got zombies managed to intrude ur visual home!! cos every sun released will score u 50..kumpul2 that n bole beli c shooter suda!! ehh i remember how I was addicted to this game in d past. i rather play it during exam week than study..wasn't it crazy? that's y i got some poor result back then..i should blame my cousin for introducing me tho this game!!!! Lol

the cute combo :)

Oh! Today there's gonna b the EARTH HOUR sharply at 8.30 PM (well if u do it earlier it won't be any problem anywhere :)...some people may just prefer to be ignorant and let their eyes and ears  and few years agoclosed and care less bout what's happening..but it just cost u 60 minutes, and not more than that. Just make some simple click and that's it..Here's some photos of several places that had taken part in Earth Hour last year, will u?

(BEFORE and AFTER)

p/s: all these pics are credited photos and u can see it more in MSN or Google..

Plaza de Armas, Basilica Cathedral and Archbishop's Palace, Lima

Well, it's an obvious landmark there..sure u know this place

In case u still don't know, it's in Sydney, Australia.

These pics below r taken at China..

The Bird Nest..

and this is China World Trade Center Tower III, Beijing!! 

Houses of Parliament, London

Eiffel Tower!!

 and and and..............

TADAAAAAAAAAAA it's in Malaysia.

There are lotsa photos like this but i'm so lazy to put it here..as i said earlier, u can just google it :)

OK?!

God, I trust in You, have mercy upon us and upon the whole world. Amen.
cos i know the population s growing, and the world getting old..

Have u ever come across a situation where u really really and i mean REALLLLYYYYY felt ike CRYING? But without even know d clear reason why it's happening?! Well, I did..a few hours ago. So it's not like i felt stressful but maybe I was. As I doing my experiment my friend called me and told that we'd been rejected by 2 companies for our internship. But what makes me frustrated is one of them actually told us to send out oyr resume for review..but apparently, that company actually didn't accept any student for internship?????????

And I was like, are u kidding me?!!! If that's so, then just tell us at the very beginning! What's the point to ask us doing something that wasting our time. OK, I know rejection is a common thing, but look..telling other party to do this and that, but then u don't even mean for it..Isn't that UNPROFESIONAL?!!! A good company won't do that u know. I'll appreciate more if they directly telling us that they don't take any student for industrial training..Easy, isn't it? People!!!

But then after that I just normally ran my experiment..and then out of nowhere, there's some this heavy burden I felt inside of me which really SUFFOCATING..and then I just went out from the lab and tried to look for some fresh air outside..Take a deep breath and let go and doing it for some time. My friend coincidentally also came out and saw my gloomy face, so she accompanied me at the outside for a while..

I think there's too many things that I need to do but I feel I cannot catch up with it..So many things to the point I got confused on what should I exactly do! If I do this, will I be able to do that thing..But if I don't, can I do it next time? At some time, I don't even know what was I thinking back then. I felt like I'm not even myself. So I went to my friend and complaining bout how REGRET am I for taking this project cos everything look so mess up right now and well, as u know when people start complaining...blah blah and blah grrrrrrhhhh

So then my friend told me that she's also was stress that time, but she just keep it low and just follow the flow..But I can, and I won't agree to that..

GRATEFUL! Yes, I am well aware of this word. We should grateful for the protection we received, grateful for the blessing we have, grateful for our daily bread, grateful for this and that...and GRATEFUL for everything we have. OK, i agree to that we should feel so GRATEFUL in many things..But do remember, I am human myself plus I am just a girl who living in the early stage of adulthood and still adjusting myself to it. So there's a thing that I can accept and there's a thing that I CAN'T!!! But CAN'T doesn't mean that I will detest it blindly! It's just I need some time for myself to adjust myself into it and hey, this is I always do..I COMPLAINT! Complaining, for me, doesn't show that I rejecting the idea of the new situation come into my life, it's just that..like I said early, a matter of time for me to accept the situation. I maybe complaint about it first cos maybe I don't see any good from it happening. But later, I may find it well, not that bad. 

Another thing..it's much better for you to let out everything inside your heart than keep it inside..Either u murmuring or talking to urself, telling it to other people or whomever or whatever the way u wanna do it..cos it'll help u, sometimes to feel more ease..But if u meet up with people who can give u such a good advice or opinion based on ur situation, isn't it a much bigger helper u found??? Also I said this to my friend, it's better for meto complain than I keep it inside me..cos if I don't let it out, somehow someday it'll grow into a parasite inside me and turn into what u call DEPRESSION, it's much more scarier! Well, though it'll be a pain on people ears hehe..

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So here's another story..I got this one coursemate which more younger than me..so I actually not teasing him, but just telling him the truth of what was on my mind. So he blew up yesterday and told me that I annoyed him  so muchhhhhhhhh Lol..But the n he tease me this evening when I asked him to help me carried out some of my samples..well I was rushing since c Jerry will somehow show up in any time (that's mean it's time to close the lab lah)...So suddenly, while we teasing him, he hit me directly on the face by the word "i love u" (well it's meaningless to me so i just use small letter)..and it makes me BRISTLING!!! OMG, i know he also tried to tease me back, but saying it right on my face was really =.= so we kept teasing him even further lorh hahaha..

I just remember how I didn't like to talk with him at my first year cos some reason which me myself didn't know why but somehow when I tried to start a conversation with him, there's no chemistry there..even a slightly? Isn't that weird..but since he very close with my friends, so we know are friend. But rather than friend, I treat him more like my junior since he's smaller and shorter..am I bad? Well, it's not like I act like Adolf Hitler to him or what-so-ever..

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Or is this representing us? Lol

Geez, time really flies real fast..and we r going to have our mid-term and mid-sem break in this following week! It means we also have much lesser and lesser time left as coursemate. Next time, we will be separeted and maybe lost contact? (wish it won't happen bdw)..some may be get married (like Nurul and her Mr B), some maybe..well a future anyone can't foretold..but somehow there'll be a situation or anything happen right haha

there's a lot of memories..but i still don't have d right feeling to do so, i mean d writting and so on..So i'll be doing it only at the next time.

Un-Professionalism!, My3s & Edward Chen

It's seafood time! Yeehoo, we went to Gayang Seafood Restaurant today! d cooking is well, acceptable. Just don't like d workers who actually not that friendly-type..Geeez, isn't d waiters/waitresses should at least put a smile on their faces? It's d basic thing for those who work in d field that requiring them to serve people!!! Aren't they? Well, those that i know did that eventually..i mean people, b it whatever TYPE of jobs u r doing right now, but isn't each of what u do is actually portraying who u r as an EMPLOYEE???!!!! What an UNPROFESSIONAL act!

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Yae yae yae..i actually a bit furious bout this kind of thing actually. I mean people r hired to their jobs EXACTLY because they r REQUIRED to do their jobs, RIGHT?! If not d case, then why would any department/companies or whatever it is, r willing to take them..Plus, what r their USE exactly if their aren't doing their jobs as they supposed to be?

You, yourselves should be actually tolerate with all things that your encounter during your work hours because that is what exactly that your WORK!! You r SOLELY hired to do that and you asked for that!!! So why complaining!! Don't u know there r lotsa people who still waiting outside there who r actually more WILLING to do YOUR JOB!! Without even complaining!

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Sometimes people just being sooo selfish that they don't know how much lucky they r right now, but still complain and complain and COMPLAINING how their works burdening them! As a result, they like to pass it to other people and hurting people..What's more FRUSTRATING, sometimes they even act boldly to bully others and not even say a word of sorry but RUTHLESSLY turn away and just left people being speechless over their rude behaviour and service! And it's even sad when people who doing that are actually much more older than i am..People who normally should SET UP a VERY GOOD EXAMPLE for a youngster to follow..not to makes us BEWILDERED over your guys act..Honestly, me myself doesn't find the idiom

 "Aku lebih dulu makan garam" 

can still be taken seriously/applied nowadays..cos b your older than us for more than a decade or more, still SOME of d elders somehow can be unbelievably conduct an act which more stupid and even CHILDISH than us, the younger one..AGAIN, not all, but certain, YES!

Oh my..it's supposed to be me writting about our time spent at that seafood restaurant..but apparently i've totally diverging from what exactly flying around my head earlier Lol. Whateva.

Oh few days ago i saw d post our class representative had put on out official course's wall which stated, 

"To all 3rd year seniors! please spread to your friends that haven't registered at my3s to do it asap before 23 Mac!!!!! else they might not be able to graduate! any technical issues that cause you can't do it please proceed to meet Dr XXXXXX asap~ "

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So i was like...is this for REAL?!!!!! so then baru kelam kabut to buat that..but then, somehow i procrastinated it Lol..So after talked to my friend a while ago, she actually already did that so then i went rushing back to dorm, on my laptop, signing in to my3s and then completed all d 200 questions for about 10 to 20 minutes like that..cos i played around and went to Facebook and found out that Yuri of Girl Generation will makes her debut in drama Fashion King, well i am a reader of Allkpop apparently Lol..So once i completed it, looks like my creative thinking and entrepreneurship ability don't pass their standard but like i give a damn about it anywhere heee..

So that's how i end up crapping here right now..luckily we don't have early morning class for tomorrow, so it'll be alright..i guess? though this upcoming Friday we gonna have a TEST! Oh Shoot..This lecturer who already gain his Dr title..i'll make some time to write bout this lecturer since he's d one who left us speechless over his requirement for his subject..Well, that's what how d Doctorate way of thinking actually differ from us, d typical student..Well, d others maybe excel in their study, but as it for me, i'm just d average level..nothing to be proud of..

Still, i believe i'm a good child of HIM..that's what more important for me :) Then, Lord help me go through this life and lead me to the path that i belong. Amen.

Oh, by the way..i fall in love with this new song (not so sure if it's a new one, but i just found out bout it recently, ONLY!) of Edward Chen..Currently the only song i play is this one..Everytime i free, before sleep and while doing my experiment...Guess what? Oh yeap, i only listen to this song of him..hahaha of course lah i set it to "Repeat 1 song"..the song called Kupercaya KuasaMu..d first time i heard it, that d very moment i totally immersed on this song and diligently listening and grab the whole meaning of the song..

Moving On~

 

 

 

 

Hmmh..*sigh* why do i got here? I thought i only gonna spend a moment to take a glimpse on my FB and then go offline. But looks like i'm stuck here anywhere..Blame to all these stuffs that messing around in my head! Geez, i didn't know clearly why would this kind of thing bother me..

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OK, last night i had this weird dream about my crush..but it's not like i still have some kind of special feeling left and still lingering in my heart! Which makes me a lil bit confused why on earth i dream bout that guy? It's maybe because i did mentioned his name earlier this week?well, maybe..But why not he appears the night i mentioned him but several days after that? 

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That day, me and my friend had this conversation bout love-thingy and suddenly i recalled back all those past memories and bout my this one guy too..though we never go on a date or confront each other but only using phone to texting each other

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He indeed, WAS my crush!

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Let me recall that day..He was one of the facilitator during our orientation week. At first, i only look him as my senior, not more..As the days passed by, only then (even i found it's weird anywhere) somehow i look at him differently..It's not like he did all the talk that time, but why...WHY did i actually fall for that guy?How could i know it..it's just happened in a blink of eyes ~.~

With my friends know bout d feeling i had for him, so they always alerting me when they saw him..haha, it's quiet funny to think about, but that time i would be in this panic mode on how do i look that time and act cool whenever i crossed or bumped into him~once we passed each other, only then i got all that excited with my friend a.ka. my roomate and tutorialmate too that time Lol

Then my friend asked me why wouldn't i just confess to him?

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How could I do that? Since he was actually already in a relationship that time..So, never on life will i do anything that gonna ruin people relationship. Even how bad his partner will be..I just cannot let myself do that kind of thing since i know CLEARLY how it's gonna hurt the other party and what it feels like when your loved one being snatch away by other..Furthermore, i am a girl too..How can i do that to other girl right..so it's just happened like that..Yes, we did texting each other that time, but it's never occurred in me to snatch him..Maybe it still a wrong act to text somebody boyfriend, but i never treat that moment as special as it is and NEVER ever have d thought to steal him away. If not, i will just confess to him already..and all the sms only happened without me expecting that it's would last than i ever thought. it too, only started when i gave him some sort of motivation text i believe..Well, like i said, it's solely a SENIOR-JUNIOR relationship-type!

As i talked to my friend then i got this thought, did i, somehow..perhaps was d cause of this guy had this one argument with his girlfriend back then? Well, it was bit weird but i managed to get this info bout this guy love life that time..

As one day, my roomate's friend came to our dorm to gossiping and guess what? She actually mentioned this guy name and told us bout this couple issue..where it's about he broke his sim-card..and guess what? I forgot when, but it was quiet a time when i actually lost contact with him..But seriously, i never thought of this matter seriously..not until early this week for sure!! OMG, i hope it's only myself being overthinking..Yeah, surely it's gotta nothing to do bout me! (just ~.~ ouwhhhh if it were, then sorry..it was unintentional!!)

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To hold that feeling firmly..though i realized that there's no where we can be together..(but what else can i do that time since my heart won't open up to others)..So i comforted myself, "Nevermind..somehow this feeling will gone someday..It's maybe hard right now, but it's better to just stay like this..cos one day i will surely never regret this."

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Guess what..Yeap, i never REGRET it though i never told him what i felt toward him that time..Since i once asked God (once he graduated from there), if he really meant for me, then we will somehow meet again..That one year after never meet him again, i spent my time without open up my heart to other guy and secretly hope that i will meet him again..but seriously, after 2 years? Though i somehow found him on facebook, i realized that there's no feeling left anymore (at this point, my friend told me that my heart is so easy to waver..but i don't think so, cos i'm the one who makes my mind to stop thinking bout him and just let it go..cos deep down in my heart, i felt that he's not the one)..

I was actually closer enough to reveal that he once, was in my heart..but i let the chance slip just like that since i actually don't have the same feeling like i did 2 years ago..so what the use of me telling him that time right..a year after that, we completely never talk again..so i didn't know what dove me to remove him from my friend's list..but he's not the only one though..cos from 5++ to 283 people, that's the number of people left that i actually talk with..so only this day, when i tried to search his name..it won't came out..Oh, i got it! He actually BLOCK me..Did he mad on me for removing him? But maybe it's normal for people to block others who's "unfriend" them. Anywhere, that was only something happened in the past..LIFE, indeed..GOES ON and wait for no MAN!

Oh ini gambar Mr.Kael yang saya ambil  kemarin...excited sebab saya bawa jalan and mengexplore rumah kazen saya..

Tapi tadi petang..lepas dia makan ubat ~.~..Sakit and tiada mood, begitulah Mr.Kael ari ni..So bugal, cepat-cepat sihat!

 

Playing with the Fish :D

Just wanna told ya that me and my friends went to d Aquarium + Muzium if i'm not mistaken, at of course here in d Universiti Malaysia Sabah. It only started when me actually accompanying my friend, Wafa to d Resesarch Unit there at Marine to check her samples where she sent to one of d furnace..and i seriously thought d place we where about to go was near d Chanselori Building (which like you know exactly what is that place anywhere :p)..importantly, at place not that close to d aquarium..

 But, it turn out d lab actually just beside that aquarium!!!and i was like OMG! (since i never ever have d chance to go there before this tho i'm a student here..yeah3 pathetic, i know T.T)

So i went 'ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh, akuarium ba tu sana..mari ba kita pegi *with muka kesian lol*

So c Wafa pun terikut sama saya and mjawab....."ah ah jom lah kan *excited mode*"

Aquarium and Muzium~

So with lab coats still on (cos we so lazy to put it off since gonna go to d lab after that), we went straight to d left side..(right side is d lab area)..But then, i forgot to bring along my purse, so did Wafa..I saw at d board there stating student need to pay RM3.00 as entrance fee, which i didn't know why would i not think straight that moment, since it also CLEARLY state~ up to 17 years!! So with that disappointment looks, we just then went to check d samples..where d disappointment doubled-up for Wafa when d samples cannot be taken out since d temperature is not yet going down. So we just went back to our school back..with NOTHING but SWEAT! (tho we went there by car, but fyi, it's sooooooooo hot out there especially when that place is near d sea..itu panas dia sangat-sangat menyengit *sigh*)

Lepas itu, limpas-limpas jam 1 p.m kami pegi lagi..still samples c kawan tidak dapat ambil, jadi kami pun jalan-jalan p ODEC (saya lupa sudah nama full dia wpun saya actually ada tgo and baca *adui dogo~blame to this forgetfulness of mine*)..sebab kami mau tunggu itu akuarium buka!!never thought it will close at lunch hour Lol

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That's when we know that it's actually FREE for student!!! But whatever, at least ramai-ramai pegi, d merrier d visiting will be right..since at d second time, we tagged along Mira and Nurul together Lol

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Some pics that i took this evening..since d quality pretty poor, so didn't took many pics..it's not even many things to snap for also ngeheee :p

that's a very big fish u know.

So..i had this fun time of playing these deceitful photos below..with Mr. Big fish! Lol

He wanna eat my finger?!

Who says i cannot hold this giant Lol

Can i see ur teeth? haha

It's my finger, not a straw OKay! Lol

Let me help u maintaining d open-mouth pose ngehehe :p

Where's the Chicken Goes?

Duduk-duduk and goyang-goyang kaki adalah sangat membahagiakan..forget about all those stuffs at d lab (tho i'm freaking worry anywhere) and only concern to get some rest. So somehow i just reminded by this picture i'd taken yesterday.

I'd accompanied Terac went to pay for d free white ticket she got from d en.polis trafik (saman)..so pastu kami pun terus la jalan2 p Karamunsing since c Terac mau htr fix camera dia, but unfortunately d tauke also didn't know how to fix that and asked c Terac to go and send it at Nikkon Centre.


So after that, we went sightseeing (OK, only can do this since our BKNS still stuck due to d damn-so-frustrating-and-freaking-poor UMS management!!!!) for a while and went to Sony Centre to just ask some consultation bout my MP3 which got into d washing machine, ACCIDENTALLY!!! (which still makes me feel so awful when i think bout it, yeah3 thanks to my soooo careless personality!!!) and guess what?d guy who serves us is sooooooooooo cute Lol

So we went back and plan to stop by to any chinese restaurant but didn't find one. Though, we found this restaurant with confusing name. I wonder if it is done in purpose and actually one of their strategy to attract people?By making such name of course. Well, who knew ~.~

Hibernating Me

OK..here's d problem with me..I can really give it all to the thing that I do cos it makes me anxious if i can't complete it..and as long as i have d time to do it all over again, then i will (though actually i don't want it, but my personality is just happen be like that!!)..And what it cost me? My energy was completely sucked and i happen to be in completely physically and mentally TIRED to the point i always went to sleep earlier than i normally did.

So, yesterday i finished up my experiment (run another parameter from last time) at 5 something then went straight to dorm..Well not exactly since i gotta wait for d bus first, which took another half an hour or more before i reach dorm..I even fallen sleep in d bus which made me thought that maybe i'm too exhausted..So i just wanna reach dorm as soon as i can since i was anywhere still full, thanks to Nurul for spent me at PizzaHut during d lunch hour, so i just passed through d cafe..

My head felt so heavy to d point i can even sleep during walking, SERIOUSLY!! So once i arrived, i quickly grab my towel and went straight to bathroom where i took a glimpse (supposed to) of my face, but then stop in front of the big mirror hanging on that bathroom wall....OMG, i really looked like d actress that play a zombie character with her zombie-like make-up ON!! The look at below my eyes seem pretty bad. I mean seem like I just won d PANDA eyes. *sigh*.

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tho d panda sooooooooo cute, but it's a sad situation 4 me :(

So around 6 something, i went to sleep. But d moment i woke up, it actually this MORNING. I actually slept for 13 HOURS!!! I didn't even realized any single moment that d night even exist that time. Time just happened passed me by and i'm actually HIBERNATING huh?LOL

Poor myself. i think i put so much pressure on my body. Even when my mind can go for it, but my body CAN'T!!!! So moral of d story, don't overwork my self anymore. I should reduce d time i spend in d lab and just relax a little.

Strike By Exhaustion

What the @#%&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's almost 12!! Why on earth these eyes of mine refuse to follow the order of my mind but rather like opening up and makes me suffer from exhaustion!! Arghhhhhhhhh, cannot i rest even for a minute or two without worrying all the stuffs leave behind in the laboratory and just shut these eyes and get a pretty good damn revenge for today. CAN"T I huh?!!!! *sob sob sob*

Even got class early tomorrow morning. Still got to wait for d bus where d waiting line is just that AMAZINGLY (!!!!) long. I wonder why on earth this problem never been solve. So what d use of having this and that organization or so whatever then?! 

I started my day with only tea 0 (well i'm not fan of sugar nywhere, tho at the past..yes) and Oat Krunch Crackers (only 1 tho), got wrong information set in my head where i thought the class start at 8 when d fact it's actually only start at 10 in the morning OK!..so just go to the lab then. Lucky enough for me when i went to Analysis Lab (fyi, me n some of my friends r doing our project at Organic Lab) this morning, no one using the orbital shaker..so guess what? Of course i hit d JACKPOT!!! Supposedly i only can run my parameter on Thursday since i booked d 1 (orbital shaker) in d Organic Lab on that day. 

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Since i was not well prepared actually, i was totally in rush this morning since we got class at 10 until noon..n i tell u what, even d preparation actually needed some time to spend with. So d Analysis Lab i went today actually specialized for d postgraduate students, so some of d instruments there actually OMG-not-a-wise decision-to-choos- to-use-that..*sigh*

So that's where things start to turn me into panic mode since i really compete with time cos i have like 200 minutes to run my 26 samples (exclude d others that needed up to 480 minutes to run with), but i only have like 4 hours left before d lab close..So in lotsa confusion on how can i make it happen, luckily i asked for help (sometimes in will be easier to ask for a helping hand bdw) from d lab assistant, so somehow i managed to deal with it and proceed my experiment! I also really really REALLY (seriously i am!) felt grateful to my friend, Ester for helping me out a little and accompanied me for quite sometimes or else i might be cannot properly finish it up today and end up alone in that lab.

(well, i finished it all only a minute away before d lab was closed! Big meanie Jerry even went n switch off d lamps to halau me away!)

Go back and forth from Organic (upstairs) to Analysis Lab (downstairs) was actually pretty TIRING! But missed d lunch (i told u so, i need to get on time and even watched it out~my samples every 5 and 10 minutes for 100 minutes) and stay without sitting for a minute for that 4 hours?!! But honestly, i didn't even felt i spent standing and in alert mode for that long. Maybe it just all bcos i really determine to get it done this day so i can proceed to d other one..

So i guess this is d price that i need to pay now for using my body on that extent and now even i force myself from 8 p.m, i still can't fall in sleep. So then here i am, go all crapping and deleting some unnecessary things to tell..but still i think i'm writting all that boring stuffs again..well, it's not like i am a celebrity or Kimmora Lee Simmons that having such a fancy and fabolous life to tell about. 

Geez, whateva.

Lord, to You I'm putting all these burden that weighten me. Touch my soul with the Holy Spirit and guide me through this life. Blessed me with Your lovingkindness and let me be the one who You want me to be. Amen.

John Paul II's Prayer for Divine Mercy

Few hours before d day called Sunday gonna replace by another day named Blue Monday (which is so uninvited actually)..So today, like usual i went to church..and once d mass ended, i wanna look for d prayer book, so i went to d small-church-belonging-stall and look around there for a while..i bought d prayer book then somehow there was something that restraint me from go away from there..so i just continue look around and then i was caught up by this card with prayer on d back and John Paul II's pic at front..And guess what, apparently i bought it already Lol. I really think it's a good prayer for weak soul like mine, and i do believe i didn't found it accidentally but rather bcos i was lead to there!! 

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This is the card that i told u guys..it's only 1 buck though :)

Yaep, i only spent 1 buck to buy it.. But i tell u what, even d price is laughable but building a connection and having a relationship with God with even some simple prayer is more precious, irreplaceable and nonexchangeable line that u can create by ONLY that 1 note!

This is all written on that piece of paper. A simple but wonderful remedy for someone who needs a healing words to enlighten their hearts:

As a gift to humanity, which sometimes seems bewildered and overwhelmed by the power of evil, selfishness, and fear, the Risen Lord offers His love that pardons, reconciles and reopens hearts to love. It is a love that converts hearts and give peace. How much the world needs to understand and accept Divine Mercy!

Lord, who reveal the Father's love by Your death and Resurrection, we believe in You and confidently repeat to You today:

Jesus, I trust in You, have mercy upon us and upon the whole world. Amen.

What a Wonderful Journey of the Gentle Giant~

Today i wanna talk about Jermaine. Yes, Jermaine Jones!! Who's that? I'll tell you.

Jermaine is called Gentle Giant for this moment. Still don't get it?

Jermaine Jones a.k.a Gentle Giant is actually one of the contestant in American Idol that currently aired in America as well as other channels that subscribed it, like one of the fabolous-and-thanks-to-Astro-for-providing-this-channel Star World, Channel 710.

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Let me tell you why would i spend some of my time to write bout this guy. It's all cos because his great faith to God!! Yaep, he's a big guy but really gentle inside which contributed him the nickname made by the American Idol's staffs i believe, also he really has this amazing faith to God. He even using his Rosary around his neck, and never ever once in the air time, i saw him put it off!! Isn't he sweet?I think he is. 

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Fully absorbed in his prayer, can really see how he want this so bad!

OK, this is Jermaine's journey during this show. After his audition at his state, he was able to get the ticket to LA which is obvious lah kan since he's among the other contestants who you can see during the episode for top 24 choosing. During that episode, you can see Jermaiene really into his prayer with Rosary on his hand, of course his praying that time. However, he's eliminated in that round. YES, he WAS ELIMINATED!!! But, though he was actually heart broken and freaking dissapointed by that result, and even CRYING (he's too kind-hearted guy!!!so kesian to look one of God' child who's put all his hope through his prayer got that kind of result kan..). But still, his mother comforted him and he never put a tantrum eventhough his answer was never be a part of a reality that time. Luckily it's now became part of his memory!

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During his audition back thenat his hometown.

HOWEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...it was only for temporary cos he made it through, miraculously!!(watch out and take not to what i'm gonna tell u after this, cos this is all about of great God's plan and work to him!!!)

Suddenly i didn't really know what was exactly happen since i went back to my so-freaking-busy-and-tiring-life as uni's kid, but i managed to see the preview ()though it's a simple preview), either one of the contestant in Top 24 left or there was twisting there maybe there's one chance given to other or whatever it is), but what i know and sure is, Jermaine is now in TOP 10!! Yaeh, u hear me right! He's the 10th person called and told by Ryan Seacrest that after the nationwide vote, he's made it to the TOP 10!!! *clap hands*

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I told you he's a big guy. Look how tiny Ryan is Lol.

Wow, can u see how God's answer his determined and hopeful prayer?(!) I CAN! As LOYAL to God, kind-hearted guy, great FAITH, with gifted voice from God..i reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllly respect this guy and think he deserved it! or else, why would the American voted for him right?

Praise the Lord. 

Me myself really believe that each person has their own journey. God has choosen us even before we were born into this world. All the obstacles that we have right now, at the past or even the upcoming day ahead, it's all been well-preparedly plan by none other than God Himself. He'll never put His children into any challenges that might surpass our ability to handle it. God will never ever betray our faith to Him also. But if u choose to give it up first, then it's all your own fault, not because God never listen to u, but it's all cos u never listen to Him, and u make a decision to turn Him away from you. U actually not willing to wait for God's answer, aren't you? You start loosing your patience and then your faith..that's how it's all began. 

Remember this words when God said (one of my favourite Biblical word):

"I will never leave you, nor forsake you." Hebrew 13:5

God works in many ways..God will never show it when you really expect it, but it'll come slowly, without even you notice it but right in time when you yourself don't really know that's actually the real moment that you really need that help..God answering all the prayers that you put your genuine feeling and hope in that. If you think the prayer never been answer even one, then your feeling are not pure enough for it to reach up there. So think about it...

Oh My *sigh* looks like i'm diverging again!!

So though i won't even be able to meet Jermaine in the flesh, still i wanna congratulate him. May God be always with him. Amen.

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Those pictures of where the Gentle Giant happily smile. Of course he is smilling when his dream just one step closer to his palm right.

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