Tangan Luka, Suara Nyaring, Iklan Salah (?!)

Today is 29th of February..But it's not like i give a damn bout it anywhere. I just wanna write what was exactly happened today, to my life hahaha..the one who should care bout this date, r people who born exactly on this date 29th of February..since they only can celebrate the birthday once every four years..

Alright, today i went earlier than usual to catch up the time i need to run my experiment. Luckily, the lab assistant, Mr Jerry was there so then i'd asked him some apparatus to place the remaining solution..Among that i asked him a 500 mL beaker (take note in this thing). So since it just came out from the storey room, i just focused on the solution preparation and.of course, every glassware that u r about to use need to be rinse first, so i took the beaker to the sink and,

'OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH'!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Followed with blood!!!!!! It turned out the beaker actually already broken!

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As i searching in Google image bout broken glassware, i found this pic..It's nearly the same with the one that given to me this morning..but the one i got has this deceitful look that apparently able to trick me and yaep, i got hurt by that broken thing! 

But what made me more furious was, i asked Jerry the plaster since i was such in hurry to complete all those 36 bottles of dye solutions and i was competing with the time, but he just walked around here and there (well i know he actually trying to search the apparatus that my friend asked him too)..But why on earth, once he found it and gave it to my friend, he still wandering around????????????

(p/s: as i waiting for him to gv me d plaster, i just wrapped my finger with the tissue..still d blood keep coming out! n i still continuing doing my experiment..so i really need that plaster faster since i was in a laboratory, and all the thing i'm handling with, it's all related with chemicals so what else do u expect me to do)

Since all my works got disturbed cos of my injured finger, and hing run slower than it supposed to be..i kept asking c Jerry d plaster..i bet he thinks i might be just kidding..then he just came back and forth from his office (i seriously thought he brought d plaster came out, but there's nothing) and store room!! So then, cos i lost my patience i told him this....

Me: Jerry, kalau ada orang sakit jantung..mati sudah kali oh gara-gara ko.

c Jerry: (bertanya kpd saya la ni dgn nada tinggi) apa lagiiiii?

Me: Plaster!!! (sambil kasi tunjuk jari saya)

c Jerry: Ala, ya pula! (sambil menepuk dahi + dengan ekspresi muka yang baru teringat)

Rupanya, patutlah dengan selamba ja dia jalan-jalan..Boleh-boleh pula dia lupa..ish ish ish.

2. What's wrong with My Voice

a. Annoying? (!)

My friend told me that my voice is pretty high..I know that, but i thought it's not that serious to other's hearing. Since the lab assistant always said this to me once i start talking to him...

"Ni lagi bikin TEKANAN" What else can I do, since it's a gift from a God anywhere..How can i change this?

Yesterday, i even got short vocal class from my friend since she said why did i talk like that..She asked me to make male voice so that my voice doesn't go all high..hahaha sometimes i just don't realize my voice get that louder..and when i thought i said it louder, people actually didn't hear me. So confusing, even i don't get it sometimes.

2. Cartoon-like

People had told me this many time already..since i was in high school, to matrices and then university. They think imy voice pretty similar to the one in the cartoon or anime..But let me state this, the voice behind each character is actually come from none other a person, who's called as Voice Actor..(that had made me thought i might have chance to work and bright future as voice actor since my voice already like one hahahah so perasan)

I think i get this from my mum since when my mum answering my dad's phone..people tend to ask my mum this....

People on the phone: Hello, mana kamu punya bapa?

My mum: Ehh, ini bini dia bukan anak dia.

People: ...................... 

But my mum voice not that high frequency i guess..cos sometime it's really hard for me to tell what's actually my mum told me since i hear only szusaszusaaaaaszusaa...not even a word..i mean she talk really soft or usual, unless she's mad over something..that will be a different story then Lol.

Still, i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE my mum! well, i will not fool myself by self-praise myself since i know well that i'm not that great as a child, still i'm learning and trying hard to be one :)

(diverging diverging and diverging....)

3. They said Manja?(!)..Omyyyyy *pening kepala terus bila ingat & muntah*

Sme of my friend told me this which once they told me, makes me feel actually WEIRD! Well, i don't really like it since if it is indeed true, then people might think i'm that annoying-type..That's explain why i keep asking my friends if i look annoying, cos i don't like annoying people and don't wish to be one...and it'll somehow can make people misunderstood too right? But if it's true, then how am i supposed to change this?since that's the way it is *bikin susah hati betul*

But it's not like only my friends saying this, but our lab assistant too???!!! Last week he asked me this:

c Jerry: kau anak bogsu ka?

Me: *jawab tanpa ragu-ragu wpun heran* Iya. (pastu sambung minta apparatus)

c Jerry: Ooooooooo patutlah!

Me: *nakatigok ckit* Eh, kenapa la?

c Jerry: Iyalah, patutla manja.

Me: ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*punya lah naktigok my heart* manada!!!

c Jerry: Iyalah, sebab semua pun mau minta kena kasi sedia.

 (so then sometimes he will tease me by saying i'm a spoil kid (??!!!!)

*Explaination*

OK, i asked the apparatus since i need it all anywhere..and i asked him to prepare that bcos he told me so to list the apparatus and he'll prepared it later..But he just solely told me that but never did so! And other also put their lists on his door alrite!..So, it's not like i'm the only one anywhere. Anywhere, he's always not around the lab, so we can only contact him and leave a text and detail bout the apparatus to him..but it's not like we can get it easily. I even wait 1 day and not able to meet him and so, guess what's happen to my experiment? Absolutely, stuck. How i supposed to do it when the things i need was not there on d first place!

But maybe because of my high-pitch voice that surpass his voice (cos he like to raise his voice~but it's not like he mad or something, or bad guy.. he just like that anywhere),  so once he raise his voice, as reflex reaction, i'll somehow raise my voice too..especially when he put d blame on me like:

1. My missing apparatus' form

"Mana sudah itu borang. Saya bagi kau kan, napa kau tidak kasi balik" *something like that lah*

Jadi saya pun konpius and kelam kabut la kunun p cari itu form, padahal dia simpan d bilik stor!!!!!

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c LA: Oh cni pula ni. (after dia t'jumpa d stor room)

Me: *kebetulan nampak* Niiiiiiiiiii nah pun!!! Haiya! (normal voice yg agak annoyed time tu sbb baru sja pusing-pusing and panik cari ingat borang sy yg bagi hilang)

2. Salah tulis

c LA tersalah tulis bilangan apparatus saya pinjam..So dia pun komplen sbb saya ambil balik-balik..Actually sebab dia salah tulis, apparatus saya ambil before tu bikar..tapi dia p letak addition tu d volumetric flask (yg saya baru mau ambil!!!)..."Salah tulis ba ni, haiya!"

3. Suka ambil apparatus banyak-banyak

Sebab dia selalu tiada, so better ambil banyak awal-awal!! It's more convenient for future usage bdw..(though he like to complaint bout that). If he's that easy to find, then i'll not trouble him so much..but since he's always busy go out, so it turn like this already Lol

4. Suka mempertikaikan sukatan itu apparatus

Saya minta bikar, jadi saya jumpa bikar besar and c LA ctau itu bikar 1000 mL (sangatlah sesuai jadi saya ambil terus~sbb saya tdk pula tau kewujudan 1 L bikar * ish ish ish*)..Time tu saya buat dilution guna 1L volumetric flask, supposedly dia akan fit or lebih kurang la..tapi somehow terlebih bah pula..So automatically saya t'cakap..Ehhhh, tidak betul pun ini..napa banyak sangat dia lebih!

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c LA pun m'balas dgn jawapn ini " Mana saya tau. Jan lah bah kau marah saya, bukan salah saya."

Which made me burst to laughter..I bet that's not the only thing that he doesn't even know.

End of that then. 

Iklan Salah atau Saya Salah dengar?

Another thing i wanna talk about is the advertisement or whatever it is u called, from Era.fm..

There's this girl talking about Feb 29th, on how people who were born in year 2000 will be at age 4 this year, 2012..How that's possible? from 2000 to 2004 and 2008 and then 2012..???? Maybe i am the one who wrong.

Bout my experiment? I fail once, so i need to re-do everything once again..and i run out of samples!!!! But, luckily i'm going back home too this week (since i need to go to church),so i think i might find some to bring it back here..hopefully. I dunno exactly what's wrong with d data..either d instrument is in bad shape? But d Ph.D student even use that one too..So it's quiet impossible to assume that. Or maybe d dye solutions don't actually suitable to be testes by that UV/Vis..Since my friend (different sample, different type of dye~but d supposedly-pattern that we should get is similar) also get d same pattern like mine yesterday (d wrong one)..So where d mistake lies on? Argh, i don't even know it. Pretty annoying rite. But let's hope everything will run pretty smooth tomorrow, with some guidance, in Jesus name I pray. Amen.

Camera, Cakes and Cookies~

Geezzz...thanks to the unstable connection line and now i gotta write back whateva talk that i did just now. Arghhhhhh!!!! But since i'm too lazy so i just short it off..We went to Sutera Harbour (!!!) this morning, but well it was not for fun though, only came here for this seminar about how the MPOB can help the small and moderate level of entrepreneur with their technologies, exposed we who attended it bout the product they able to produce from this and that part of the palm oil tree..i tell you what, that plant actually can bring you a great WEALTH if you have the ability to develop (?)..something like that..guess it by yourself since i'm so pemalas to fikir bout it rite now..no such wise word huh, whateva la.

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OK..since i already told you we came here not to play but to hear....SPEECHES (7 speeches from 7 persons)..So that time i didn't know how many time but remembered i keep yawning yawning and yawning to some point when suddenly this woman that at first i saw at the stage suddenly became a GUY ?!!!!! Magic? No lah tapi saya yang tlampau bagus p tidur2 sana!!! Sudah la tu, balik-balik lagi kluar p the ladies room konon (well it's always the best way to get out from any situation)...and even accidentally bump with the others who actually already having their tea time (though the speech was still going on that time)...so we also went to claim our tea time earlier than it supposed to be Lol

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Before the even start, we actually playing around with Ann's Samsung Galaxy Note (!!) LOL

Then..at like couple minutes before 11 a.m we had the so-late-hour-breakfast, so we went tho ladies room after that and even sneak around for a while to take tour around the hotel..We even went near the beach haha

But wait..though i'm acting this way, i still brought home some info bout the other thing since we actually went and look around to the boots there, watching the corporat video, testing some product produced initially from the this-or-that part of palm oil tree as the raw material..

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Sausage that they produced from the vegetable oil..
and it taste like the real one!!

As it written above, it's the transparent soap..
came out with various form which so cute >.<

During lunch hour......yummy yummy so yummmmmmmmmmmmy!

Berry Pavlova..u gotta test this!!! it's just TASTY!!

But this is my favourite though..the feeling when it just
went into my mouth was HEAVEN! it's just melt once
 it went into my mouth..Strawberry Bavaroise what it's called!

    

Oh my..I really wanna tell you that this cendol is just delicious (too)..also the cakes!!!

Haha i think i'm more concentrate to all the foods we served with that time..But lucky enough that the hotel didn't exclude TEA from their menu..So i can always get my tea after having my meal, breakfast and of course during the tea time Lol..Won't you believe me?

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Taaaaa..da! >.<

OK..i think this is the best i can write today. Anywhere, i'm so thankful to God for bless my day and giving me a chances to create some memory with my friends..and got to taste such a great dessert HAHA :p

Currently listening to this song..my fav christian' singer :) With that sweet voice, even the rhythm is so cute >.<

Edward ChenNever Let You Go

New Semester, No Class

I think I'm in really BIG mess rite now..Tomorrow will be the first day of the new semester! But due to some lack of attention and ignorant me, now i'm speechless since there's no even single subject register in my student portal!!! I missed the pre-register few months ago, but how on earth did I also missed another round of confirmation yesterday! Argh, everything went to fast i cannot caught up T_T Is so? But maybe I just got the issue with my brain?

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Or it just all my fault for not being alert?(!) 

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Arghhhhhhhhhhhh dunno dunno dunno! Whatever the case, i'll just go back there and:

1. Go straight to my dorm

2. Check in later

3. Throw my stuffs

4. Go to lab

5. then and only then i'll freak out if the others already go to any class (since i don't have the schedule too)

What a bad bad bad...not really bad actually (Lol) student am I*sigh*

Project 1 and alphabet A

The result just came out this morning but since i was so freaked out, i only checked it like this evening..But Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..I got one A!!I mean seriously, it's an A!! Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

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But it's not like the overall result is that great, it's just that my project 1, the one and only one more precise, which i put all my effort with got AAAAAAAAAAA!!!and i'm so hepi! Lol. I just remembered how i cried and felt soooo doomed cos i late for the submission and then got some format problem too (only realized once i checked it back)..But still managed to get A! How cool is that?!!! I said, damn it's wayyyyyyyyy tooooooo GREAT!! Forget the others, cos what's do I expect to papers that i only spent a day or two to revise,

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Judging from this, dare not to expect more.

those subjects which took 3months for my lecturers to finish all of the syllabus?! I'm not being nasty, but that what exactly i did..And i perfectly know and admit that i deserved that scores. Though i think it got all twisted when the subject i guess i did pretty well during the exam got thumbs down, but the two which i answered so-so got unexpected results. Still, i'm so thankful cos it's not that suck anywhere. Thank you Lord :)

So rite now, i don't need to worry bout the threat that i need to face if i got poor for my project 1..Well the staff told me once, if the score is bad (which is not apparently *phew*), then i need to re-do the whole thesis back in Malay (!) I mean, re-doing a thing is one problem, but to translate everything where the Science terms are like 80% used in there, will certainly be a nightmare! I'm not overreacting, but that's the whole truth anywhere. 

So now i think i need to give more extra attention to my project 2. As long i do thing that i need to and focus on that, things will definitely work out right. Though i'm not that sure but all the best for me. God bless me. Amen.

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When the Red turn Green and Dark Cloud Attacked~

How one feel when s/he had already put all the effort to pull off the some-damn-it situation but still fail to achieve the goal? That's some annoying dissapointment was all i bore all day long a few days ago. But rite now, i think i'm fine. Back to the track girl. Quite happy once i changed my chemical since i managed to get the peak that i wanted *phew*

The one that i used rite now is called malachite green, one of textile dye which actually kinda widely used in many research since it's bear some negative impact to other's lives. At first i got so-dull-and-unattractive color from this one, unlike methyl red which was my main subject last time but well, due to the complicated situation that i need to deal if i'm stubborn enough to use that (and it's not even my wish to extend or stay there for another extra time..palis2).

The one that only left as history now :(

Methyl red standard solution that i'd prepared, which i already threw away
(not simply in the sink OK, but in waste botol)!

The standard solution in cuvette cell, before i run
the UV-Vis scanning.

What will happen to the methyl red at ph 5.8 to 6, once it added with HCl ?This was what happened...it changed color lorh

After addition of HCl..i borrowed Tresy app, that'll
 explain why her name is there lol

Since actually in order to proceed if i use this one, i need to fix the pH to 3..so imagine in 1 out of the 3 parameters that i need to do, the step actually needed me to prepare 20 flasks of different concentration of the dye..but since i need to do another 2 replicates, so it'll be 60 flasks that i gotta fix the pH..However since i need to modify my sample to acid and base treated, it's actually 180 flasks in total that i actually need to handle with!! So then i just give this one up and use the one that more easier..Anywhere i'm only undergrad student, not even postgrad..since the usage of methyl red is not really widely used in my experiment scope, plus with my sample which so hardly to find whether there's anyone who done the adsorption using it to remove the dye (since i only able to find out that people used my sample, water lettuce to adsorb heavy metal and no dye for this time being~according to me who's searching for the past months, maybe there's some1 but i can't find it *sigh*)..So i better avoid complex situation as fast as i can. I only wanna graduate this November!

So i started it all over again, but only for the dye preparation (it took me the whole day to finish it all up)..since the sample preparation done, but i think i gotta need more for my experiment..well, u cannot predict what's gonna happen tomorrow, so i better come prepared *determined*..

This is what malachite green look like (solution form).

The color of this one as the very beginning was so dull and i thought there was a possibility i was wrong there..but as the it left for a while, it changed to more concentrated look, like in the conical flask and in the left vol flask..

Diluting it before i went and run the uv-vis.

It didn't look green but rather turqoise..and i was so happy
cos i can play with the color lol

So, today i went and head back home..Since c Jerry (the lab's assistant) gonna close the organic lab for 2 days cos he wanna do some maintenance things there..well anywhere this next Monday will be the new semester already, so no surprise though..And i was kinda using all my energies for these 3 weeks so i should too go back and relaxing..andddddddddddddd recharge this drained-me! Lol

Oh today i went to eat at chinese restaurant..So what was the big deal?

Here's the big DEALLLLLLLLLLL....

I drink Carlsberg? SERIOUSSSSSSSSSLY? HAhahaha that lao pan really scared me cos i thought he misheard me..but it was actually exactly what i ordered, the CHINESE TEA! Lol

Anywhere, early this morning i was sooo furious with my dad..cos he made me walked here and there, but then i found him nowhere to be seen..With Celcom stupidly got some problem at that crucial time and i cannot make any call out also cannot even send any text (arhh what an annoying moment!!!!)..That's what wil happen when you assume you know everything too well without even listening to other party properly..Misinformation and misunderstanding might occur and it's happened cos people like being so ignorant or maybe thought themselves being so right for that moment..and i'm not refering to my matter all alone..but another situation..That's why people tend to fall into argument, because they won't LISTEN..Is that even hard only to spend a moment or two to listen? Will it turn your world upside down by doing that? It won't lah..Maybe you miss a thing or two, but it's not like the end of the world..Listening to others actually can bring a great help to the other party..especially if s/he the one who's being in the state of crisis, depression or whatever it is that affecting them emotionally..cos' once people talk out bout their proble, at least if you cannot give out them any advice, hug or pat them at the back, it will be already a great help..at least they feel appreciate, and it'll ease their troubled heart at ease, AT LEAST!

Back to my dad's matter,..So i went back and borrowed Nurul's phone..I even called the wrong person (since i'm not used to her phone) and yelled a little, made him in the state of confusion but since i was so mad and rushed so i just hang it up without any word of apologize (My bad, but i'm relly sorry T_T )..With all the luggage and bags, once my dad arrived (he actually already waiting me near the hostel but didn't informed me well since he hang up before, then he called me once after that and i didn't really know why but he actually went to wait me at the school after that, cos he acted Mr know it all once again!)..he mad me at first but then got quite when i talked it all out on how he didn't listen to me properly..Seriously, i really don't like when my dad quit the call when i even have thing to say but i still managed to find him by walking around here and there (tho i felt like a fool)..But once i cooled down, everything back to normal..And like usual, my dad kept saying he got magrain or what-so-ever and asked me to drive..I should just pretend to be still in mad mode and go to sleep that time *sigh*.

Date With Jay Chou?!

I had a date with JAY CHOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just couple hours ago, and it's not even a minute but for 2 HOURS?!!Seriously..hahahahaha..Well i guess it so :p

Yeah yeah yeah, call me a moron, i know it..With that stunning girl beside him right now, how could a country bumpkin like me even dare to say it a date..It's just a joke mah. All that date (which will be tooooooo great to be true!) was actually me and my girls (Terac and Nurul) went to say Jay Chou's latest movie! Well i know it's quite late a week from the premiere, but at least i went and saw him, my one and only Jay Chou!Woooooooooooo (cheering crazily like one of those die-hard-fan) Lol. After struggling doing our final year project for 3 weeks, taking some little time to relax and enjoying ourselves won't be a crime right..Oh I made some progress today, got tease by lab assistant (he imitated my high frequency voice which obviously embarrassing me) well, it's because i asked him a lot of stuffs for my project~well got to do so since he's so hardly to be found and i didn't stick doing my experiment only in one lab but keep moving around from analysis to organic then physical lab..sometimes i need to go to postgrad lab or natural product lab and even to environmental chemistry lab, which is actually located at another building!!..That's why I always felt sooooooooooo freaking exhausted once i got home (dorm actually haha). Arhhhhh enough of this!!!. Let's talk about the movie.

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Jay Chou's rumored girl, Hannah.Isn't she's hot!

Back to my point, OK, the movie. I cried a lot, I swear a lot and I scream a lot..All those thing done by me..and only by me. Others just quietly watching it, well some also giggling a lil bit..So no wonder lah the person behind me kept kicking my seat. Wanna ask me to shut my mouth? Seriously, i pay for the ticket and told you what, like i'll give a damn bout that attitude of yours! Just watch your manner, sit still and be a good girl..the sound effect is far more louder compared to my screaming and all..It's not even like I invaded into your own property and act like a mad.  Dude, it's a cinema..CINEMA ok!

I heard my friend said that there's a scene in Malaysia..But from what we saw just now, it's not a scene, but a lotsa scenes (!!) there in the peninsular.

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Well i really think it's worth to watch anywhere. It's not that great but it's not that way toooo boring either..But i really really really like it cos after all, I only wanna come and watch Jay Chou in there hahahaha..whateva lah.

Fuss in Lab Life

Just got home from lab couple minutes ago..my handphone ran out of battery so then i decided to quickly get it recharge..but then i just realize that i forgot to take the charger at home, plus my friend's charger also nowhere to be seen..why i'm actually bother by this?well supposedly, once i reach dorm, charge the batt and then of course, go and get some sleep..cos i'm way tooooooooooooooooooooo TIRED!

After been told to change the dye, which the one i used before this was methyl red, i decided to choose malachite green as my subject..which actually brought along some properties of it, the one who i couldn't foresee at the first look..it won't easily dissolve in water?SERIOUSLY!!!!!what the heck is that?!! I just stood there, speechless mode, for a while..then i just like, OMy God!what have i done? what i have done? WHAT MESS DID I THROW MYSELF IN?!!! 

So i went to try and sonicate it

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Nothing happen? God, i'm seriously death! *die die die*

Then I saw the master student and just called him to ask for help, so he asked me to try heat it up in the water bath..which I did, but the effect was just so damn long..only to see some slight changes. So i head back to the sanicator, then only after that everything seem back to the order..something i'm really really need and God know how I felt so thankful for that to happen and soooooooooo freaking relieved! Phew.

Well judging from what happen everyday in the lab, I didn't expect everything will run smoothly everytime I do whateva it takes..So I guess i should just come well-prepared so once i encounter with whateva it will be that gonna roll my eyes, at least i already bear in mind that my life is suck so just get it done in the way it supposed to be done..stop sighing, but banging the head on the wall is not forbidden either..cos i know it won't be that easy to get rid of that annoying foe of mine, STRESS!